I waited my mom and dad to go home this 2:00 am and I am so sleepy so I slept at our sofa and then they came but I didn't have the chance to chit-chat with them. Then I woke up at 8:00 there are so many places that we went through. The funny part is that when we are about to distribute the new year's gift to my father's comrade we ride into the army with no roof it is so cute because people are looking at us. And I am so ashamed, but I am more ashamed to myself because I remember when I was young me and my brother used to ride at that cute army jeep without thinking what would other people would think of me, and now.... i am really ashamed becauseI tend to feel quite uneasy whenever people are looking at me.
Then at the practice at the choir, I still notice the uneasiness that I felt with KH, I don't know I really deeply wish that everything between her and the juniors will be alright. I really felt that she is still angry with us and I am still bugging my conscience but not coming to the wedding. I really don't mean, I just forgot that there will be a wedding at the noon and I am still asleep.
And Lyka, said to Ate Karen the thing that AT says or whatever she says to us. That I think she has a point but she delivered it in a wrong sense of manner.

AND I AM DEEPLY SORRY ABOUT THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME. AND I AM SO SORRY GOD THAT I REPEATEDLY DIDN'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO FULFILL THE DUTY I AM OBLIGED TO DO. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.... I AM DEEPLY SORRY........................:-(

I hate my day yesterday., but first I will narrate the things that happened at our year-end socializing, well it turned out ok except for the rainy part thinggy. I love the performance of the Kabataan because they were so cute and there are good feedbacks from them, of course me and my other friend were very proud because we were the one who arranged and spare my precious times with them. Will the Binhi did well except when we are like statues at the stage because actually there are no choregraphy or actions that accompany that music. But still it is great. The thing that I hated in that part is when Lyka says that "she" thinks that were are influences by bad deeds. I don't know, it is just that "she" didn't has the right to judge anyone of us, and I think it is normal for us like teenagers to do stuffs like that. But overall it was fine.
THen yesterday was the worst, I slept after eating lunch and and woke up at 3:00 pm and gosh, I am a really bad girl, Lyka called me and asked me if I have the chance to go to the Wedding to sing!!!!! My holy.... I really totally absolutely forgot!!!! I didn't really remember that there will be a wedding, then at the church our, pianist was angry to us "juniors" because all of us won't be able to attend!!! There is only 3 of them who attend.
It's ok because it is our fault, but the irritating part is when this so boastful and very proud woman says that if we were about to get married then no one will sing for us. Right that moment I really want to reply on what she says. She is so mean. She thinks she is the most beautiful woman alive on this earth. I really hate her. There is something inside her that I really really don't like, I know that it is bad to say something about your brethren but it is true. I know I am beginning to be jugdemental, but it is only my opinion and I am only saying what I really see and feel about her attitudes. I admit that is she "slight" pretty but hello! what's the use of the that beauty if your attitude is rude. I really hate it when she says that, it seems that if shes saying that she is the most perfect person ever live in this world. I really don't like her. Wish that she will change her attitude.

Mom and Dad went to Baguio and today is the day that they were going home. I learn a lot of things, I learned how to cook (frying only) I am also obliged to wash the dishes. I realized that being a mom is very hard especially if you're children are bad. Am i really that bad? Now my new year's resolution are: Be a loving, good and faithful girl to God and to my family, Do your tungkulin with wholehearted heart and be able to fulfill the obligations that I am up to, Study triple hard! Love my brother and minimize my mocking to him! I will learn not to criticize to much other people, BE GOOD!.

I really wish that everything will be alright.

I hate it, I don't think our performances will be good enough tomorrow to please people. I started my day at 4:00 pm or my busy day should I say, WE are practicing for the year-end socializing and I think the kids are not ready enough. WIll us the binhi, took tons and tons of hours before our recording was finished, if only those stubborn and very naughty guys will cooperate then immediately we will soon finish the recording and one of the president of the committe will not be angry with us. I really hate it!!!!! One person I hate more is ******, well not totally hate but sometimes irritated with, she can't manage, control or even organize us. Plus she can't attend the year end socializing tomorrow because she has a family reunion. Oh for batman's sake. She is the president of our organization and she will not be there to guide us. She was entrusted to fulfill and do whole-heartedly her duties and she will excuse us that she will have a reunion. It only shows that she is not concern about what will happen tomorrow. I think if we spill out, we are not the only one who will receive the shame, but also of course the leader who is entrusted to organize, manage this event. I really wish that she develop her personality. Yes but sometimes, we are kind of on with other things well.

I really wish that the year-end socializing tomorrow will be happy and better......

I've just gotten to bed, and the first thing that popped out from my mind is my dream. A rare dream! I dreamt of Champ!!!! Yes, I am saying with all gratitude and happiness!!!!! I dreamt of him!!!!! Once in a blue moon. HEre is my dream. HIs band,hale, was performing in our school, so at first i didn't have the chance to talk to him and stuffs like that, then guess what? He went to my house and give a rest there, I know, it is just only a dream, but let that dream live at once.Yes with his brother Chino, I really love him, everyone was so envy with me because Champ was able to go to my house, he ate there but the sad part is that he is very quiet you know, no talking and stuffs like that, unlike his brother whom is so talkative, I'd asked their religion hoping that it will be INC but he answered that an ADVENTIST. My whole world shattered at that time, really faithfully hoping that they are INC, but good thing it is just a dream and I know that they are INC. Oh next time i really wanted a dream with us only and alone, Champ and Kim, i really really have a crush on him. He is so handsome.

Well actually it is not just only my dream, the other dream is not totally a dream but somewhat a nightmare. I will not anymore narrate it because I don't like that dream. Later....

Tonight is a night, for us as a family. Right after I got home from a practice where are going to shop for some food. But I thought that mom will go home first, so I have to make myself up and it took a few minutes. What I didn't know is that we will gonna fetch mom at her office and then right on the way at the market. My father lose his patience a little bit and give me a sermon. I taught that my night all the time will be ruined and fortunately not. We were happy! Good thing. We ate lunch and my gosh! I think my diet was once again ruined! I ate soooo much! I know! I just can't help myself. I bought many fruits so I can have healthy skin. I am frustrated and tragically desperated to have a fair and clear skin, just like on my favorite Emmy Rossum. I really really like her, her style because it is so clean, conservative but not totally covered up, her curly hair, are just like mine and I love her smile. She always smile and Most of all I love her voice. I am a very fanatic in soprano and operatic voices just like Charlotte Church, whom today I don't like her image compared before because she is now smoking which really affects her voice and she has already a bad image for me. But still I like the cute Charlotte. Right at this moment, I like emmy more. I really do like her. She is my role model. I wish she will not change unlike Lindsay, Hilary and Charlotte.
I really do wish that my face will be clearer and my body to be a bit slimmer. I really wish that my hair, will suite enough for my face.!!!!! Am I frustrated? :D

I think Internet will be my second best friend. I love it! I already find great and fabolous pics of Emmy Rossum and she is breathaking in those pictures. I really love her curly hair, her body, her styling sense which is clean and classy. Here are some pics:

Yesterday, night! At the church I didn't quite notice that Joselle already came home, the first person I thought about was Lyka because she will be ehemmm...again. Lyka invite to go to Rose Ann's debut party and accidentally I was chosen as one of the 18 wine. 18 wine at the debut? At first I thought that there are no such thing as 18 wine but I learned yesterday that there are such thing. Right now I am bored but I really love listening to the soundtrack of the Phantom of the Opera.

I really like and love Emmy Rossum, ever since I saw her movie as Christine in the beautiful Phantom of the Opera, I already and gradually liked her. The reasons why is that first and foremost I lover her operatic but pop voice, I also love her hair because it's curly just like mine and I love her skin because it is so glowy and healthy. I think she is now my most favorite actress.
Right now, i am trying to achieve how to have a healthy skin, you know away from blemishes and stuffs like that. I really hate it because the spreading of my zits are not in my control. Just drink water and sleep.
You know I really dont' understand myself, I am being so irritated with myself and the people around me especially with my brother. I get easily angry with him for some small reasons. But I will be a good girl, hope so. =D

Atlast after long trials I've successfully opened the website for that FROG! Coz yesterday, my classmates and friends came here at our house to do that dissecting in the unfortunate frog because I own the video cam that will be used in the experiment. It was quite exciting because I will experience once again how to dissect a frog and it is so exciting. Well today suppose to be I will go to Arnie's house but my mother won't allow me because she says that I am too much. Last night I talk to the phone 1 hour with Ara. Oh I miss that girl so much. If only I could go to CRMI and of course my mother won't still allow me.

I am also surprised when I knew that Ron is the new student body president of CRMI. and I know why? Because he has the looks for heaven's sake!!!!
The Pasalamat turned out quitely perfect except the moment when I didn't drop my "abuloy" I feel so haggard with it.

Yesterday and the day before yesterday, my eyes were so swollen up. I cried and cried because of the things i am obliged to do but I think I am so stupid because I didn't fulfill that duty. Last Monday, I am so irritated and I ask my father to tutor me at physics then I text my classmate I she has my Biology notebook, then my father get angry with me because he says that I am not listening on what he is saying and that's the start of one of the worst days of my life. The next day at 4:00am there shall be a practice at the choir for our Pasalamat and Lyka noticed that my eyes were so little and she ask me if I cried then I say yes. That day I am very determined to attend the panata because there will be a practice for the carol fest but very unfortunately I wasn't able to attend because of that stupid traffic. You know the first thing that I hate in Manila?....Traffic! I am very very miserable that day that I felt that the world is in my shoulders. I want to cry so I cry and cry and cry. Two days of crying!
Then on Wednesday, my crying stop and I prayed! and everything is alright. Then we do our practice in the carol fest with some eager faces with us.
And now Thursday we held our Christmas Party. A really happy Christmas Party, I have so many gifts that I received!!!! I love our dance and I love the games. Sometimes Thales are not United, but as shown in this Christmas Party everyone is so happy and satisfied.

I was so relief today, I really thought, yes without any doubt that my grades in Mathamatics will decrease but God is so good and I really love him, it INCREASES! I hate to promise anymore that I will do my best this 3rd grading because there so many hindrance too many, and I don't have the power to conquer them all, and I know that there is only ONE thing that is too powerful that I can do.....PRAY! Praying has been the one of the biggest factor why I can be able to push through with this life and first of course is being an Iglesia ni Cristo.And today we bought the clothes for my Christmas party. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, just I will do my best to be a good girl.

I love Him! I really really love Him! O! I supposed a guy or something, nah! I love God, for giving all that i prayed for, like making the Pasalamat ng Kabataan truimphant, I really thank him, because I was so nervous because I will lead some of them, but I know He is there to guide me and I really thank Him.
I think it's ok for me that I wasn't able to go to the CAmelot film because first of all, all day my conscience will be bugging me because I didn't go to the Pasalamat and second of all I will see irritating people who just do nothing to make my day or the rest of my day really miserable and irritating. I think I've made a right decision that I should go to the Pasalamat instead to the Camelot thinggy! I really hate it when some people makes my day really bad, last thursday I am so irritated with one of my classmate, I will not mention her name because she may track down this blog, she says to us that they bought a gift from one of my teachers and I ask what is it? Then she boastfully, cruelly and irritatibly says that It's none of my business because I am not the teacher that she will be given that gift, but the worst part is that she will say it to my friend! HOrrible right? I really, really really hate her that day. She always being that kind, when will be the day that she will realize that all the things that she is saying sometimes hurts others feeling. Well I haven't mention that she is one of the members of our group. and I think she is not already happy being with us, instead joining the other group and that one guy. You know? I don't really understand why I felt that she is so far from us. One time at the cafeteria I was late in eating with my friends because I've distributed the card for the Teachers day and the moment I went to the cafeteria, I thougt she was not there because she is not sitting beside us, instead I saw her in the other "group" sitting with them, hello? as if we were not there. Then one of my friend mentioned also that she is getting far away from us then one of my friend says that she is getting into the adolescent period and likes already to talk to the crushes. We admit that we don't have crushes espcially in our school, and especially me in our classroom, helo? Maybe they say that she wants to talk about crushes or stuffs like that! GIRL TALK! And I realize that if she doesn't want to be with us anymore that's fine with me, I feel more comfortable accompanying friends who are not just go with us because "SHE HAS TO" i like to go with a friend because"SHE WANTS TO". I will feel more of a friend If i know what my friend will make her feel happy. SO I am letting go........maybe......

Huh!!!!! TOday is teachers day so good thing that we do not have classes. I hate whta happened yesterday, looks like Colds is not getting better. I don't know what is happening to Karren, i think she is far from us. I don't know she always wants to join Julie, or Jef. I hate it yesterday because there is a misunderstood, actually we shall have a christmas party that will be happening to my house, unfortunately Meryl was not allowed by her mother to join and Mary Joy says that she will nt come if Meryl will not come. So Aimee Gets a bit angry and the rest is history. Fortunately the thing that happen already settle down.
But a good thing also happen, yesterday we have a program about the teachers day and we are there to present a song for them "AT THE STAGE". Yes at the stage in front of all the Mascians. They like it! THey like the song! ANd it really feels good that when you are singing there people whose clapping for us. I love it.! And add to it, I looked at my horoscope in libre later that event and in my love life says that my ex will come and I can never hide on him. Then when Eljohn and I already went to the 3rd and to ask one of the third if he will be teaching us and went down to the lobby, I saw Mark Lim, see my horoscope is true!!!! But I am shocked because he has a new hairstyle. Oh but for me that's fine.

We have no classes today because of the palarong maynilan, I realize that there some advantages that you are studying in Manila right?
Yesterday, I cried because of my stubborness again, I feel so bad.
Yesterday was our long test in Geometry and the supply of my ATP in my body is really had worn out, so we had to go to the canteen and eat!

Singing:Think of Me.
Think of Me
CHRISTINE
Think of me,
Think of me fondly
When we've said goodbye
Remember me once in awhile.
Please promise me you'll try.
When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment
Spare a thought for me!
We never said our love was evergreen
Or as enchanting as the sea
But if you can still remember stop and think of me!
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
Don't think about the way things might have been
Think of me
Think of me waking silent and resigned.
Imagine me trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times.
Think of the things we'll never do.
There will never be a day when I won't think of you

RAOUL
Can it be?
Can it be Christine?
Bravo!
Long ago,
It seemed so long ago
How young and innocent we were
She may not remember me,
But I remember...
CHRISTINE
Flowers fade
The fruits of summer fade
They have their season
So do we.
But please promise me that sometimes
You will think ah... of me!

This is Emmy Rossum, the lead actress in the oh so beautiful Phantom of the Opera, I like her voice, well actually I am obsessed in the Phantom of the Opera, I just like and love it. I don't I think it is because of my passion in music, I just can't help, The songs are in my head.

My day today was not that meaningful,the moment i woke up the first thing that enters my mind is, my gosh! What will we gonna do in Filipino, I hate it! Everytime we are going to make a "pangkatan" I will always have to fnd things and make strategies in everything we do, I always feel that there is something missing and there is always something bad that will happen. I don't know if that is with my groupmates or the discriminatio i will get from my classmates, but always when I am thinking not to think what they will think, I just can't help it! I am always discriminated although they did not directly discriminated me.
I wish all day i can do my best WITHOUT any hindrance, no sleepy hours, always will be energetic, no people that will not just do good but to make your life in the world more MISERABLE. I hate it , i really really really really really really really hate hate hate hate hate hate it.
Tomorrow we will perform( as if it will be a big event). HAy!!!!!! Wish me goodluck not just only in Filipino but in ALL of the subjects. I hate it when I am always make problems and always thinking on my schoolworks. I think that's one of the factors, that's why I have these zitS!

hello! it's a good thing that on Monday, we will not have classes. ANd it is also a good thing because last Saturday or yesterday, it is ka eduardo manalo that preaches the words of GOd. It's a good feeling and i think God was there. I also saw one of my crush their. Oh
But I have one thing that I am not sure if I can make or fulfill that responsibility. I was bestowed as one of the kalihim of the group and I didn't know whether I can do it. Oh God please help me

Right now I really had I fight with my brother! a fight! It's just because he must learn in life!

It's been awhile and I wish that I could have the guts to say to them that the world is near to its end and each one of us should be kind to each other. THese past few days I am really tring to find a way to lessen the sins that I have done. In school, I can't help to mock other people and I am really finding a way.

Last friday seems a long day for me, although we have so many vacant classes. But the worst part is that Our social studies teacher became so much angry because of the reason that we didn't answered her whenever she asks us a question. By the way how on the earth can we answered her if we didn't know where is Nina? We knew that the moment she entered our class she has already lost her temper. and it is not right that she will put all her temper to us not just because we are the class that she will use in the Intra vistation in NOvember 23, it really sucks. There are so many sections in 2nd year, who must be given opportunities to prove the inner strength within each other. We are not the only section in the second year!!!!!! aren't we????!!!! Piss out.

Next is I really pity my teacher in COmputer Science whom discovered that there is someone who vandalized the computer's table saying that "CASBA SUCKS"! You know event though i am not the one who had been said that, it is really hurtful because it shows that that student who wrote that has no "utang na loob". And i've discovered that Mr. Casbadillo lives in Cavite and in Mabolo.

THis friday is all about teachers. I wish that my social studies teacher will not have anymore favoritism,because even if she says that she has no favoritism, hello? it really shows in the way she acts and treat other people. She cannot control herself to not to compare the past students of Masci to the present student. We are doing the best we can and Thales and all other sections and years in Masci the best we can to improve more our school. The teachers should have the right amount of being strict and being kind to the students. They should not pressure, students because instead of studying harder they will have traumas. We know that if the teachers will not be strict to the students, they would also not study but I think it is better to be friendly with the students than to pressure them, because the students of today wants to have teachers that they can rely on to.

Sometimes I really do not understand, why does my grades the moment I enter masci became low. Compared with my grades in CRMI? I don;t know- is it because of the teacher? Or It is the problem within me? Is it due because of the friends i am with? Or the commuting time and the time I went homE? no probable answer. Maybe it is because I am getting lazier. I really hate it when I am getting low score. I feel so discouraged and added to that discouragement was the the teachers that nothing to do to your life just to make miserable and always pressuring us, I don't I thought that if i would study at Masci things will be better but I know it is the vice versa.

Just all I know that I should do my best!

It's been awhile and I wish that I could have the guts to say to them that the world is near to its end and each one of us should be kind to each other. THese past few days I am really tring to find a way to lessen the sins that I have done. In school, I can't help to mock other people and I am really finding a way.

Last friday seems a long day for me, although we have so many vacant classes. But the worst part is that Our social studies teacher became so much angry because of the reason that we didn't answered her whenever she asks us a question. By the way how on the earth can we answered her if we didn't know where is Nina? We knew that the moment she entered our class she has already lost her temper. and it is not right that she will put all her temper to us not just because we are the class that she will use in the Intra vistation in NOvember 23, it really sucks. There are so many sections in 2nd year, who must be given opportunities to prove the inner strength within each other. We are not the only section in the second year!!!!!! aren't we????!!!! Piss out.

Next is I really pity my teacher in COmputer Science whom discovered that there is someone who vandalized the computer's table saying that "CASBA SUCKS"! You know event though i am not the one who had been said that, it is really hurtful because it shows that that student who wrote that has no "utang na loob". And i've discovered that Mr. Casbadillo lives in Cavite and in Mabolo.

THis friday is all about teachers. I wish that my social studies teacher will not have anymore favoritism,because even if she says that she has no favoritism, hello? it really shows in the way she acts and treat other people. She cannot control herself to not to compare the past students of Masci to the present student. We are doing the best we can and Thales and all other sections and years in Masci the best we can to improve more our school. The teachers should have the right amount of being strict and being kind to the students. They should not pressure, students because instead of studying harder they will have traumas. We know that if the teachers will not be strict to the students, they would also not study but I think it is better to be friendly with the students than to pressure them, because the students of today wants to have teachers that they can rely on to.

Sometimes I really do not understand, why does my grades the moment I enter masci became low. Compared with my grades in CRMI? I don;t know- is it because of the teacher? Or It is the problem within me? Is it due because of the friends i am with? Or the commuting time and the time I went homE? no probable answer. Maybe it is because I am getting lazier. I really hate it when I am getting low score. I feel so discouraged and added to that discouragement was the the teachers that nothing to do to your life just to make miserable and always pressuring us, I don't I thought that if i would study at Masci things will be better but I know it is the vice versa.

Just all I know that I should do my best!

Oh I almost forgot! I watched harry potter and it is so cool, Daniel Radcliffe is still cute and today I've already seen the latest MTV of HALE

These past few days, my face encounters and acts many and different kinds of expressions, from being happy to gloomy, from being shocked and to being angry! I guess I can be an actress because of the good expressions of my face. Lately I've been thinking and doubtely thinking if I really have found my true friends. I guess I just misunderstood them. Sometimes I came to the point where I really miss my past friends especially my Best friend. Wondering if she has a new substitute for me and for our friendship, wondering if she found a new Kim! I guess I am not yet recovered by the fact that I am encountering many different kinds of people.
Next shocking thing is that I am shocked because I didn't expect that my grade in I.A was that high. Although in some people, that score is low but for me, who finds it hard to get along with Math, who seems to be my worst enemy before, but now I think we have Mutual Understanding and hopefully end to love each other. Right Math?! But sad to say my scores in Biology and GEometry was not that good. I think I must study harder.

There are really times when I am irritated going to school, and meeting people and nothing to do with you but to may your day worst than ever thought. SOmetimes I went home with a crumpled face, not knowing the reason why? Maybe it's just because I am not used to it because lately when I am in CRMI, everyone not totally everyone almost all of my classmates are my friends and close to me. And i am totally hurted and sometimes discriminated whenever some of my classmates mock me, because I am curly. I can't seem to find the reason why they do that. SO what if I have a curly hair? what's wrong with that? Sometimes I am blaming GOd, why does He didn't make my hair super straight? why does he didn't make my skin fairer ? I know that it is bad to blame Him. and Sometimes I am just thinking that God make everyone for a purpose and each and everyone is unique just the way they are. I will not be like this if people will not discriminate and mock people that are not perfect. No one is perfect and we have no rights to judge others physical appearance without looking deeper in their aspects.
I learned that I should not be carried away on what other's people say. I must be myself and STAND OUT AND SHINE BRIGHTLY!!!!!

AT last this day is the last day for that so hard test. I wish everything will be alright. I can't imagine I've slept straight for 3 days at almost 5 hours! Well the bad part is that I have eyebugs. I hate it yesterday was a darn so hard test, especially in Tl.E and Geometry! and yesterday the class receive a letter inviting us to join the MTAP short for" Mathematically Talented students in Math". Hello? Am i mathematically talented?! as in no way! BUt my conscience is bugging me and telling me, whispering me to join that class. And YES I said, I will join this class so I can excel more in my soon to be "BEST FRIend"- MATH!
Tomorrow will be a day- a regular day specifically! BUt we will give gifts that we do for our "Christmas Exchange gift"? Huh? Christmas? Exchange gift? Is it already christmas? Well actually it just of the nonsense of COLDS! I wish that the test in Physics will be not that hard, R.WE. will not that hard too. And especially I wish that Intermediate ALgebra will get along with me today.
YOu know I feel betterwhen I am writing all the happenings in my life. I can let go of sorrows, happiness and all mixed emotions when I am able to write. Although some of my grammars are not that perfectly fluent. But still this blog is one means of how to improve my vocabulary and to improve my grammar!
MY gosh! I wish the results of my test will be perfectly fine!!!!!!!!

My eyes are Worn out!

I've read dozens of pages in my book in Biology in Geometry and Social Studies. I want to sleep. It is really hard to study hard. You need to fully understand the things that you are reading. Good thing that the schedule of our exam is in the afternoon at least tomorrow I can still study. But the bad thing is that I am not sure if I can go to church and I have to commute tomorrow morning again. I hate commuting at morning I felt that I am in a public school. Oh! It's just because of my plain, old, boring uniform.
In Geometry, i am practicing how to prove! I hope I can get it all.I want to pass that mind-tickling subject so I have the guts to say that I am also good at math. I only need patience! Patience! Patience! Patience!
Ok! That's all for now! Study and Study more! Gudluck to me

I learned a lesson today!

Wow! I learned a lot today, first of all I should not get quarrel or fight with my brother because it is bad! Very bad! BUt i just can't help it! you know? It has been my hobby(oohhhh!....I am really bad) to mock my brother, you know? BUt I love my brother, because he is the only one that I can fun to be with at my house. But really I will try not to be overeact when it comes to my brother!
Second, when I went to church later, I realized that I must fulfill the messages of God and be a good girl.
Third is that I must study and be responsible on the task as was trusted with. I must and MUST study hard, without any hesitation or whatever hindrance in my life! I MUST take note MUST study very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, and definitely very hard! Whew! I hate it when I can get what I ask to my parents what I want and deep inside I felt guiltiness because I can get the score I am aiming with.

Vacation for me is not yet over!

Yeah,I feel that vacation is still in the air, I wish my happy moments in my house will not end. But I really don't understand myself that whenever I am in my house and bored to death of nothing to do, I want to go to school, while I am at school how I wish that time will immediately pass and at just one click it's dismissal time. But I preferred staying at home most of the time. This incoming week will be my periodic test and I am again having my adrenaline rush because of the test I will face "again" at Biology and that confusing, mind tickling, brain-popping Geometry and Physics. What I really don't understand is not matter how many hours will I consume at those irritating subject I just don't get a high score and this is the reason why sometimes I want to quit.I think I changed.... I mean the way that I'm studying because when I am in elementary I love studying but when I turned high school my studying habits have changed. Oh I wish I can excel more!

At last

Ngayon na pala bibili ng bagong kotse, well nakabili na, ngayon pala kukunin nina mama yung bagong kotse, well excited na ako kasi wala lang basta masaya ako! Sana palging ganito noh?

Wala akong magawa

well kahit may pasok na mamaya ko nalang gagawin yung assignments ko, sa manila science pag narinig ng mga tao yon, mga nerds and mga estudyante doon na definitely not tru, mga terror ang teacher yes! definitely true. subject na lang ang sasabihin ko
research: ok lang naman, medyo masungit
bio: magaling maturo, kulas, pogi at anaconda ang tawag sa mga estudyanteng hindi kilala
fili lumaki sa pamilyang conservative, hindi maarte pero masining, pag may tanong magtanong sa pulis at hindi sa teacher, pag may request sa radio i-request
math mabait na teacher
rwe masungit?! (medyo)
mapeh kala naming laht na siya si mam ocafor na hindi naman pala kaya napagkamalang masungit
v.e ok lang
tle siya ang teacher na ang edad ay pababa sabi niya 26 na daw siya tapos sa next b-day niya at 25 na siya! Gets nio?
comp.sci- magulo ang sched
social studies- subject na pinaiyak ako habang kausap ko ang teacher
physics- unang subject na buena mano, nakakuha kami ng xtra 5 points 4 da test
Intermediate algebra- muntik ko ng di maalala kasi nman walang teacher na sumipot.

nakakakilig!

Nilulubos ko na ang mga moment na weekend and nanood ako ng 50 first date, pinahiram ng officemate ng mommy ko yon kaya siyempre napanood ko, tapos ang ganda ng story because yung babae may goldfield syndrome as in long-term memory kunwari nakilala niya si Adam Sandler nung araw n yun the next day hindi na! By the way si Drew Barrymore yung babaeng may sakit non, tapos Drew everyday is falling in love with him, well kung hindi naman talaga para sa isa't isa hindi kaya ni Drew na araw araw ay fall in love siya kay Adam, kaya talagang destined lang yan no.

Ewan ko ba kaya kung yang destiny ay tlagang pwedeng mangyari sa tao o tlagang sa movies, telenovela o koreanovela lang yon nangyayari, no idea, alam mo mangyari sa iyo yung mga cute mong napapanood di ba?

kung lucky ka at mangyari sa iyo yun, kasi parang movie made lang yong destiny, sigure chances na mangyayri yon eh 1 out of 100. Bihira lang....

One Week nakakapagod

nung recital ko ok naman everything was smooth, then yung exciting part that made me run yung try kong umabot sa kapilya, para tumupad, astig no?! tapos nung Mondy: first day of school, first classmates, first first years, first burden in my lyf, nakakainis, wlang kwenta, mahirap. Tuesday: Magpapakilala sa mga walang katapusang hangganan, Wednesday: the worst part of my lyf ever, bukod sa hindi na ako nakasamba, sobra sakit pa ng tiyan, tinamaan ko ng magaling sobra sakit talga mamimilipit ka!!! pero God is good kaya pinagpraktis niya pa rin ako, pero nung sumakay ako sa tricycle ang kulit nung driver na nasakyan ko tinatanong ako kung INC ba ako, kung bakit hindi ako nakatupad, kung saan ako nag-aaral: haller? Paki niya ba? Tapos non Thursday: ok naman naksamba ako pero sa paco
Friday: half day buti na lang talaga half- day diyan sa masci! 5 p.m. natulog ako dirediretso na yon bwala
Saturday: Gising na ako! Hind na nga ako nakapghapunan.

hELOO

I am getting nervous for my recital!!!!1

Yes and Success!!!!

At last I have a new blogskin that is not boring. Success!!!!!!!!!!! I spend hours in it and now: SUCCESSSSSS!!!! yEAH!

This is the moment

My gosh! I am really getting to be nervous, adrenaline rush, later on will be my recital and really it looks like that my heart will fell on the ground, I will play the piano and, the Lupang Hinirang, my recital piece The Dream Of Olwen and the Imagine. Imagine i have lots and lots of piano pieces to play, so is it right to become nervous, my gosh, my gosh, and my gosh, I wish everything will be alright. I have faith in God.....

Wala na akong mAgaWa!!!!! I gettinG Nervous na Kasi 4 da rEcital 

DOn't u luv it. I luv the viEw! 

I don't know

Nung bigla kong chinage n\yung blogskin ko I don't know how to recover my archives please help

Still nervous

I wake up late because I sleep late, I sleep at 11:15 pm and wake up at 10:30 am, and the first thing I think is my recital, my gosh tomorrow will be the day, and I wish everything will be going smoothly, my brother is still asleep so I can write here. But my nervousness was not that over like yesterday, at least I can cope up.

ergg...help!

Guys I am really new here.... and my template is oh so boring looks, how can I costumize or personalize it. Please help me!!!!!!!!!! Email me at kimpotjimenez@yahoo.com.

Boring!

My life is so, so boring, there's nothing I can do here, everytime I wish to write here I always make sure that my brother or my mother is not sneaking here, I wish I have a laptop, but dad says that I can get a laptop in my 4th year h.s. helo? I'm just an incoming sophomore in masci, and I will still wait 3 years before i can get it.
But today I am getting nervous
nervous,
nervous,
nervous,
adrenaline rush because me and my brother will have our recital in June 4, gosh I am really nervous, there is so much things that is entering my mind, what if I get lost and didn't know what key in the keyboard will choose, what if I play the national anthem, the audience and I didn't sing along well together? My gosh! I wish everything will be alright!!!!!! Nervous....hu...hu...hu...

Today I am trying to take care of my skin, you know preventing those zits that are popping into your skin, and I am trying to get white, hopefully as in duh? every girl deserves to be beautiful.
Besides, I want to buy the latest ish of Candy mag, because It has the stuffs in school and problems and stuffs like that....

First day of school is getting nearer and nearer and I don't want to be at school because last year school is no fun to me because all I receive from my classmates was teasing and stuffs like that, i wish everything will be just fine in this next school year.

Dreams! Dreams! Dreams!

Dreams! Well before my dreams let me tell you first what happened last May 31 in our "pamamahayag" well it turned out to be good, I have finally an 'akay' and no I realize that it is very great to have an akay at the same time it's hard. But at least i experience how to have an 'akay' after that i will tell you my dreams: It's a bit horror because that day I watch 'The grudge' . First in my dreams there is a boy that is talking to me because he want to possess me! Wew! that's scary, then I thought it was the end of the world, then suddenly a 'manananggal' that is flying all over the street, she saw us so we close all the door and locked but my mom didn't lock the gate of our terrace so she was bitten by the hideous ichious creature. After that it seems that it started all over again those things that happened before, they didn't know that it is starting all over again, except me so i have the chance to change those, then I wake up, my mom is calling me. good thing it wasn't true.

Ah!!!! that was just a dream but never mind it. Today is thursday and there will be 3 sleeps and 2 days before our recital, and I am so nervous, of course nervous, I wish I can have the chance to go to church, no matter please, I wish, I wish, I wish. Then after that Sunday and Monday"school day" garghhhhh........ well I think I can't have the chance to update here everyday because I'm sure that I will be busy in 'school days'.

HayLey Westerna 

She is Hayley Westerna 

I am a certified InC and I am very blessed that I belong in this religion!!!! InC rocks!!!!! 

Dreams! Dreams! Dreams!

Gosh

Goodmorning when I woke up today the thing that only puff in my mind was "who will be my akay" you know that question is tinggling my mind all around, looks like today I want to have an "akay" no just because we have a new pastor but instead I want to bring praise to Lord. My mom enter my room and I asked her if Ai-Ai will join but unfortunately she didn't come here for the chores, I really think a lot, then my mom help and said to the other one if she can inform Ai-Ai to join me at the event. I really really really wish that she would come of course! Wish me luck! Hatura Matata.....No worries.....Have faith.......

Happy! Shalalala

I am so happy to day, why? because some of everything is turning alright. When I woke up I really feel so bad and me and my mother are not "making pansin" and I clean my room and our living roon. The unbelievable thing is my brother is still sleepng hello! it's 100:00 and still I can hear him snoring Joke!!! Then I go to bath and it feels so so so good, there's nothing som much special happen to me at that time, when that afternoon my mother called me and said that we will go to Sm to buythe things that we didn't have the cahnce to buy last Sunday, it's quite fun because now I can have the chance to buy a blouse! Yi[ee!!! We buy sandals, for my recital, shoes for school, my brother's apprel for the recital also, and stuffs for school, speaking of school I hate it vacation is till shoutnig at me and says please don't leave me, my gosh! but it's alright, I know I will have a bright future at school.
Then we went home at aroung 7:25 then I dressed up again to go to the "panata" it was fun because the new pastor has a sense of humor, I wish I will have an "akay".It strats at 8:00 sharp and ended at 9:15 I think, but I'm really scared way back home because The road is dark and I fell that some one is walking behind so instead of walking I run....Lol! I look like stupid! Then I went home! Cool! I practice my piano and darn I have so many mistakes maybe I am just tired! Well that's all for today! Don't worry you will keep update for tomorrow! see ya! ^_^

That's Charl when she was still young! Angel in the roof! 

This is the latest picture of Charlotte Church! Cool huh?! 

Char 

My all time favorite: Charlotte church!!!!! 

When I turned on my T.V. to watch of course because it was so so boring, I slip in Myx Live and I saw this band who has a so hynothizing song, the Broken Sonnet, and I saw that the name of the band was Hale, Their lead vocalist is cute and I love their music. 

That is Sienna Guillory beautiful huh? She is the actress in Helen of Troy:"The Face the Launch a Thousand Ship". Yeah!!!! She rocks!!!!!!!  

Nahhh!!!

Well yesterday nothing much happens, I watch Dvd and sit on our couch, I watch Helen of Troy, for Pete's sake Helen is so beautiful she is gorgeous, they say that her face launch a thousand ship because of her beauty and no doubt.......
Unfortunately my bestfriend cannot go here because she is not allowed to.....So instead I call her and we have a little chat, my gosh, we talk about school and we didn't want to go yet to school, she is suppose to play badminton when I called.....
Then me and my friend in church when into a meeting, at first we are very shy to enter because of many people, and I didn't know that there was someone watching, we will held a committee in Sunday at 3 pm bad timing because it is the day that we are going to Glorietta, I wish the ched wull change.... I always worry about the activities in church, of course why would i I am an INC and Is hould makeit to the point I always do my responsibilities for God.... Oh I wish life is perfect , you know what I mena, no problems and stuffs like that....
But still I will try to be happy even there is a lot of problem, I know everything will be alright....I have faith.....

Wala Lang!

Haller!!!! It seems na ang aga kong nagising ngayon no? Kasi naman maaga akong natulog ako kagabi, saka gusto kong maunahan yung kapatid ko sa computer gusto ko ulit makapag-post dito. Wala nga akong maisip na gawin ngayon eh, kasi naman hindi ata papayagan si Arnie na pumunta dito sa amin, sayang nga eh.

School days is near to come,

Ayoko ko pang pumasok,

Tinatamad,

Inaantok,

D na makaka-computer,

D na makakanood T.V.,

Nakakainis,

Madaming assignment,

Malaking bag,

Maaga gumising

Magco-comute nanaman,

Report!Report!

Project again,

Sabayan Pagbigkas,

Choric!

Hay naku!!!!!!

Nakakatamad na talaga pumasok, I cannot do again the things that I used to be, pero iisipin ko muna yung recital! Wish me luck!!!1

Ola!

Hi! I promise myself to wake up early today, but it seems that I cannot fulfill that responsibility, I still wake up at 8:30, and I turned on the T.v. and there was a conversation that there are few days more left before every student leave these oh so beauttiful vacation and go again to the torturing schools, I wish children wil not go to school, but still there are times that school is fun, because you have friends and of course many times school is undesirable because of the truck loads of assignment, reports, group projects that makes you sleep late and when you sleep late, a big tragedy to teens, pimples, that's what I hate. Everyday I enter the school I wish vacation will come soon, I see the students, the terror teachers, the guys, although I never seen a cute person in the campus.
I am an incoming sophomore in my school, and I now that I will suffer a lot because of the pressure that the teachers will give us but still I will study hard and try to cope up with my studies.

Lonely

You know, I don't understand what feeling I'm feeling this today and yesterday. There seems to be wrong, maybe it's discrimination, yes I know that I am only 13 years old, but I don't uncerstnad myself because I seemed to act like a 17-20 years old, I really don't understand myself, I dont want to hurt anybody but i cant help it, I want to have the things that "she" have although I know it's bad, People say that I should be myself, and the problem is i'm like a lost girl with no identity. You know what I mean? I guess this is a part of growing up, I will avoid jealousy and especially discrimination.

Let's get happy....um....umm....ok I'm alright! Well I have this dream, well the dream is not that brilliant, and it reminds me in June 4 when I can't go to the church becuase of the recital that will happen, I dreamed that I didn't go to the church for some unbelievable reason. well maybe nahh.....never mind.

School is very, very, near and I am getting nervous already, I wish everything will be alright.I know that again I will suffer of all the truckload assignment and that projects and reports and groupworks. Oh I hate that....

Erggg.....Me with my brother and dad. We went to Hundred Island in Pangasinan(2002), and it's so much fun. I love the water, the sand as you can see and the fishes are beautiful because we had a chance to snorkle. I love the place.... 

Me with my classmates at Casa Real Montessori School (grade school). U didn't know where I am? Ha....Find it urself! 

+Jessie, Full House, Song Hye Kyo+ You rocks!!!1 

+Jessie(Song Hye Kyo) She is so beautiful, Full House rocks!!! Yeah!!!!!+ Look alike! 

/Am i cute. Why is it so white!? Arrghh....\ ;-) With my piano cuttie 

>>My Friends Way Back Grade School<< 

My gosh it's been a day, and it's been a long time since i have written in my first blog, well these past few weeks were boring, I already finish reading Da Vinci Code and it is really a wonderful novel bt Dan Brown. Now I am almost finish reading The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks, well I said to my mom that I want to purchase another book again so I have something to do, but she says that it's nearly school days so I have to focus in my studies because I am an imcoming sophomore in manila Science, the school that my dad always dreamed of.
By the way on June 4 Saturday, I will have my recital I am a bit nervous but when the day after that recital came, I will be so..so.so.. nervous...hehehe....! The pieces that I am going to present was titled: The Dream of Olwen and I am also assigned to piano our National anthem:Lupang Hinirang and my dad's fave:Imagine ya..ya.. I know... what youre thinking but playing piano really relaxes mah soul! You know what I mean, because I've been studying piano since four, and this is my talent so I have to use it with care. Well the bad thing is June 4 is Saturday and I don't have the chance to go to the church, and I am so lonely if only I could stop time and rewind you know what I mean ,handle time and make everything seems fine.
By the way I have my new crush ya! New crush he is from the Pinoy band Hale and his name is Champ, yes! like the hamburger in Jollibee and I think that that name is cute! I think it's better to have a crush with a celebrity than have a crush with the person that you always see, You know what I mean. Based on experience, well I do not really totally have a crush on him but when this guy(not Champ of course) is with someone else like his friends(girlzz) I get jealous that suddnely I became a deep-thinker, quiet and lonely, maybe he is not the right one for me and I guess