The Long DAy is Over

The Long Day is Over
So how do you feel when you are so down? Do you easily give up and lose hope? In life, there is no such thing as "perfect", nothing in this world is permanent, things change and people change only the word change can't change. We must accept these changes because it's human nature and force and we can't do nothing about it. So feeling down and weary sometimes is a normal thing, in that way God loves you because He is testing your faith if you really love and believe in Him. When you doubt Him, he shows signs that He exist, either in a good or in a bad way.

In my first encounter of God's anger to me, I cried and I cried. I just can't help but to cry. Never fear crying, it will help you lighten that heavy load on your shoulders. People say that crying portrays that you are weak and helpless but that's the opposite for me. Crying helps me and I love crying.

Have you ever felt that when you are doing good things, people tend to do the opposite to you? Life is unfair. I conclude and that is really proven. People are different, not all people are good and not all people are bad. But MOST people are bad, especially nowadays. So what if life is unfair? do you want to be those unfair people? whether people treats you unwell, I think we must understand them. Be open-minded and broaden your senses, and you will see that being angry with them is so useless and just a waste of time.

Don't let your problems defeat you. While living in this world, no one of us will not be able to experience problems. Remember that while you are still living, problems will build and shape your characteristics and strengthen your faith, if you let yourself to overcome problems then you are a LOSER! My favorite saying is that "True failure is when you stop trying". Even there are many bumps that you encounter in the pathway of your life, and you tend to fall down and get bruises. Remember that God will stand you up and heal those wounds. I just want to be optimistic. I just want people to know that even though, my life is full of errors and mistakes, at least I learned from them, I am in the process of learning the true meaning of life and my purpose in this world, who knows?

Be brave, have faith, be open and face problems, embrace challenges and overcome fear. Those are things that I have been able to learn in the past 15 years of my life and there is still yet to learn.

By the way, III-Darwin made Ms. Mercado a certified teacher! We had this demo in English class and it turned out good. Go Albert! You got +50 for your exceptional performance! The butterfly metamorphosis! Yehey! and by the way, we have lots of things to accomplish:
Physics project Due:March 2
Cinematography for Arts
Noli Me Tangere
When will have the time for this!!!!! OWWWW! I want to die!!!! hehe...joke!
So, until next time...Sayonara!

Feelin the Same Way

Feelin the Same Way
School is a bit frustrated these past few days with the usual reasons. Umm...it's a good thing that I was not too envy when i saw the pictures from the prom. I thought that my classmates will really conscience me of not going to the prom, but it turned out that they really support me. At least my crush became the prom king *winces*. Well, tomorrow, Magandang Umaga Pilipinas from ABS-CBN will be coming to our school and "they" are so excited. I am not excited, I just don't know why. While announcing some announcements at the flag ceremony Mrs. Arellano says that there should be already some students tomorrow at around 5:00 in the morning! Are they out of their minds? For me, I am still lying at my bed at the that time so our school decided that students are allowed to overnight at school tonight with the permission of course of the parents, when I knew about this news, I text mom, but she didn't allow me because she thinks its a waste of time, which I do also. Some of classmates decided to overnight like Majo, Elaine, Meryl and Julie. Wish that they will have fun. Besides, I don't want my mother to be all alone here at our house so I've decided not to go. Another thing is that, they say that we will not be able to take a bath! EeWw! I hate the feeling when I'm not taking a bath except of course when i am sick. I rather not to go to school if I didn't take a bath.

Anyways, I like the song of Norah Jones's Feelin' The Same Way. I am also into music these past few days, from easy listening to alternative rock, the unheard bands just seems to have a nice lyrics in their songs like.
Feelin' the Same Way
Norah Jones
The sun just slipped its note below my door
And I can't hide beneath my sheets
I've read the words before so now I know
The time has come again for me

And I'm feelin' the same way all over again
Feelin' the same way all over again
Singin' the same lines all over again
No matter how much I pretend

Another day that I can't find my head
My feet don't look like they're my own
I'll try and find the floor below to stand
And I hope I reach it once again

And I'm feelin' the same way...



Here are the song that I almost play everyday:
1. How to Save a Life by The Fray
2. Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
3. The Ghost of a Good Thing by Dashboard Confessional
4. I Miss You by Incubus
5. If I Were you by Hoobastank
6. Accidentally In Love by The Counting Crows
7. Irreplaceble by Beyonce
8. People are People by D'Sound
9. Sophomore Slump by the Fall Out Boys
10. IWrite Sins Not Tragedies by Panic at the Disco
11. You and Me by Lifehouse
12. You belong to me by Lifehouse
13. I need some Sleep by the Eels
14. You Don't Know me by Michael Buble
15. Home by Michael Buble
16. Come Away with me by Norah Jones
17. Shoot the Moon by Norah Jones
18 Pride and Prejudice OST

Try to download these songs and I hope that you too will be enchant by their melodies.

How Sinful am I?

How Sinful Am I?

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Envy: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

How Sinful Are You?

Oh no...it has still 14% for me to go to hell!!! I don't want to go to hell, so I will still deduct that 14% until it became 0% at all and I will go to heaven.

Yesterday, I was supposed to go to Habay for the practice. Actually, I went there, but to my surprise, there are lots of people but they are not organistas, there is "pagpapahid ng langis" in Habay and I was quite shocked, so I asked first the deacon what is the event then he says that there is a "pagpapahid ng langis". Tapos kinausap pa ako ng manggagawa ng Habay and he text Ka Ariel!. So embarassing, but still, I am touched because he is so kind. hehe...Crush ko siya, bait kasi eh!. Anyways, that's all. There's nothing too interesting happened to me yesterday.

My face

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

A second blog

I have a second blog....from vox... My vox account. I just want to give it a try.... add it to your links... please.Thanks

A boring day..

So right now, there's no school, although there is school I've decided not to go too because I will be most stupid if I go to school when it' s prom day! Unluckily I will not join the prom...but I didn't care that much. although my classmates really push me to join because they're saying that I will miss half of my high school life! shucks! I've already missed half of my life while I'm studying at masci...so what's the point of missing half of my life? hehe...just a joke. Well, I bit regretted that I didn't join the prom because for some romantic reasons...hehe...it's just that he and me just will never meant for each other. Maybe this is not the right time to find the "one". Too much drama.

Anyways I want to narrate to you people, last wednesday me and bunch of my friends, auditioned for the choir....I don't know what's got into me to give choir a try and take note, I am already third year! hehe...it's just that I want to give choir a try and luckily after singing the highest pitch I've ever sung. I got in! Soprano 2. hehe... then I also try out for piano, then Mam Carlos says "ok!"...hehe I don't know what that means but still I am very happy and overwhelmed.

Gosh...Third year life is almost over! It's seems that time flies really fast but this year is worth to remember, aside from the usual burdening assignments and projects, I will not forget those great people that I've met and will still be meeting. Although at first, I don't like my section Darwin. At the end, it still will be the best section for me.

I will review for Upcat this vacation...actually, there will no vacation for me, because of the review, but that's ok I want to pass UP so, I have to work hard for it. My dad is more excited than me, well it's just what he did when he enrolled me at Masci, we were like roller coasters when I enrolled at Masci from the entrance exams up to the interview he was there with me, so I just want to prove to him that my dad is important to me.

So until the next update on my ohhh...so...boring...life! Ciao

A proud Iglesia ni Cristo...

It's been decades since I had my last update, sooo many things happen this past few weeks but the MAJOR highlight is the death of one of the ministers of the Iglesia ni Cristo. I was really shocked when I heard the news, it seems that I was really affcted by what had happened to our dear brethren and his family. The sad and really hatred thing about their death is that the whole family was being killed, even the minister's wife who was 8 months pregnant and was supposed to deliver her baby the day they were massacred! Their 5 year old son was also killed....tragically! Last friday, it seems that the atmosphere in our church was so heavy, maybe because we are unified to show our condolences and our sympathy to our brethren. Then me and Joselle with my mother decided to go to Imus where the killed minister was. I began crying the moment I saw their caskets. The baby was beside her mother and the 5 year old boy was there also as well as the minister. I saw their family picture and they seems so happy. Like angels! I didn't know who on earth has the heart to do such things, killing a baby! I really hate that man, he has no conscience! no dignity and no fear to God! I nearly cried when i saw them.

So what's happening to me this past few days, last sunday, we went Mall of ASia and I have my first ice skating, well not bad for first timers like me. But I got 2 fall downs...yikes! para nga akong bata eh...kakatawa. Well that's all I can say. Prom get closer and closer but I will not join our prom due to personal reasons. hehe... Have a nice day!

Mixed up

My feeling is still not that well, looks like this is the longest time that I've ever felt so sad, yes... I can smile! but it's only for awhile. Well a good talk can do and I want to thank Carlota for lending me her ears to listen to everything that matters: school, religion, love and everything. I just love talking with her. Well, yesterday, while walking throught the streets of pedro gil, this woman approaches me and said that someone took her money at the taxi. Well, I was a bit nervous because, I have already a phobia with strangers talking to me. She says she is not a bad person or something and she wants to her id for personal identification. She wants me to lend her some money for transportation. What i am doubtful about is that why on earth that her money will be stolen, when I asked her that she is alone at the taxi. That's the time I became suspicious. THANK GOD! This kind girl called me...I didn't know why? It's just that she call me... "Miss", she says. "Kunyari kilala mo ako", she added. I was really nervous, and she says that that woman I was talking to is a fraud.. meaning she is stealing money from someone, because the girl says that she was also vicitmized by that woman! Damn it! Kung kinausap ko pala yung bwisit na babaeng yon e di naloko nanaman ako! WHY IS IT THAT I AM TOO PRONE TO STRANGERS? Ganda ko ba?hehe. It's just so illogical. Anyways, I am very thankful that that girl, save my life.

Well, I cried after reading the book "A dinner With a Perfect Stranger". It's just a good book.

Speaking of books, Carlota also contributed on lending me some of her books... And here are that books that's I've finished reading..