My day today was not that meaningful,the moment i woke up the first thing that enters my mind is, my gosh! What will we gonna do in Filipino, I hate it! Everytime we are going to make a "pangkatan" I will always have to fnd things and make strategies in everything we do, I always feel that there is something missing and there is always something bad that will happen. I don't know if that is with my groupmates or the discriminatio i will get from my classmates, but always when I am thinking not to think what they will think, I just can't help it! I am always discriminated although they did not directly discriminated me.
I wish all day i can do my best WITHOUT any hindrance, no sleepy hours, always will be energetic, no people that will not just do good but to make your life in the world more MISERABLE. I hate it , i really really really really really really really hate hate hate hate hate hate it.
Tomorrow we will perform( as if it will be a big event). HAy!!!!!! Wish me goodluck not just only in Filipino but in ALL of the subjects. I hate it when I am always make problems and always thinking on my schoolworks. I think that's one of the factors, that's why I have these zitS!
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Sunday, November 27, 2005
hello! it's a good thing that on Monday, we will not have classes. ANd it is also a good thing because last Saturday or yesterday, it is ka eduardo manalo that preaches the words of GOd. It's a good feeling and i think God was there. I also saw one of my crush their. Oh
But I have one thing that I am not sure if I can make or fulfill that responsibility. I was bestowed as one of the kalihim of the group and I didn't know whether I can do it. Oh God please help me
But I have one thing that I am not sure if I can make or fulfill that responsibility. I was bestowed as one of the kalihim of the group and I didn't know whether I can do it. Oh God please help me
Sunday, November 20, 2005
It's been awhile and I wish that I could have the guts to say to them that the world is near to its end and each one of us should be kind to each other. THese past few days I am really tring to find a way to lessen the sins that I have done. In school, I can't help to mock other people and I am really finding a way.
Last friday seems a long day for me, although we have so many vacant classes. But the worst part is that Our social studies teacher became so much angry because of the reason that we didn't answered her whenever she asks us a question. By the way how on the earth can we answered her if we didn't know where is Nina? We knew that the moment she entered our class she has already lost her temper. and it is not right that she will put all her temper to us not just because we are the class that she will use in the Intra vistation in NOvember 23, it really sucks. There are so many sections in 2nd year, who must be given opportunities to prove the inner strength within each other. We are not the only section in the second year!!!!!! aren't we????!!!! Piss out.
Next is I really pity my teacher in COmputer Science whom discovered that there is someone who vandalized the computer's table saying that "CASBA SUCKS"! You know event though i am not the one who had been said that, it is really hurtful because it shows that that student who wrote that has no "utang na loob". And i've discovered that Mr. Casbadillo lives in Cavite and in Mabolo.
THis friday is all about teachers. I wish that my social studies teacher will not have anymore favoritism,because even if she says that she has no favoritism, hello? it really shows in the way she acts and treat other people. She cannot control herself to not to compare the past students of Masci to the present student. We are doing the best we can and Thales and all other sections and years in Masci the best we can to improve more our school. The teachers should have the right amount of being strict and being kind to the students. They should not pressure, students because instead of studying harder they will have traumas. We know that if the teachers will not be strict to the students, they would also not study but I think it is better to be friendly with the students than to pressure them, because the students of today wants to have teachers that they can rely on to.
Sometimes I really do not understand, why does my grades the moment I enter masci became low. Compared with my grades in CRMI? I don;t know- is it because of the teacher? Or It is the problem within me? Is it due because of the friends i am with? Or the commuting time and the time I went homE? no probable answer. Maybe it is because I am getting lazier. I really hate it when I am getting low score. I feel so discouraged and added to that discouragement was the the teachers that nothing to do to your life just to make miserable and always pressuring us, I don't I thought that if i would study at Masci things will be better but I know it is the vice versa.
Just all I know that I should do my best!
Last friday seems a long day for me, although we have so many vacant classes. But the worst part is that Our social studies teacher became so much angry because of the reason that we didn't answered her whenever she asks us a question. By the way how on the earth can we answered her if we didn't know where is Nina? We knew that the moment she entered our class she has already lost her temper. and it is not right that she will put all her temper to us not just because we are the class that she will use in the Intra vistation in NOvember 23, it really sucks. There are so many sections in 2nd year, who must be given opportunities to prove the inner strength within each other. We are not the only section in the second year!!!!!! aren't we????!!!! Piss out.
Next is I really pity my teacher in COmputer Science whom discovered that there is someone who vandalized the computer's table saying that "CASBA SUCKS"! You know event though i am not the one who had been said that, it is really hurtful because it shows that that student who wrote that has no "utang na loob". And i've discovered that Mr. Casbadillo lives in Cavite and in Mabolo.
THis friday is all about teachers. I wish that my social studies teacher will not have anymore favoritism,because even if she says that she has no favoritism, hello? it really shows in the way she acts and treat other people. She cannot control herself to not to compare the past students of Masci to the present student. We are doing the best we can and Thales and all other sections and years in Masci the best we can to improve more our school. The teachers should have the right amount of being strict and being kind to the students. They should not pressure, students because instead of studying harder they will have traumas. We know that if the teachers will not be strict to the students, they would also not study but I think it is better to be friendly with the students than to pressure them, because the students of today wants to have teachers that they can rely on to.
Sometimes I really do not understand, why does my grades the moment I enter masci became low. Compared with my grades in CRMI? I don;t know- is it because of the teacher? Or It is the problem within me? Is it due because of the friends i am with? Or the commuting time and the time I went homE? no probable answer. Maybe it is because I am getting lazier. I really hate it when I am getting low score. I feel so discouraged and added to that discouragement was the the teachers that nothing to do to your life just to make miserable and always pressuring us, I don't I thought that if i would study at Masci things will be better but I know it is the vice versa.
Just all I know that I should do my best!
It's been awhile and I wish that I could have the guts to say to them that the world is near to its end and each one of us should be kind to each other. THese past few days I am really tring to find a way to lessen the sins that I have done. In school, I can't help to mock other people and I am really finding a way.
Last friday seems a long day for me, although we have so many vacant classes. But the worst part is that Our social studies teacher became so much angry because of the reason that we didn't answered her whenever she asks us a question. By the way how on the earth can we answered her if we didn't know where is Nina? We knew that the moment she entered our class she has already lost her temper. and it is not right that she will put all her temper to us not just because we are the class that she will use in the Intra vistation in NOvember 23, it really sucks. There are so many sections in 2nd year, who must be given opportunities to prove the inner strength within each other. We are not the only section in the second year!!!!!! aren't we????!!!! Piss out.
Next is I really pity my teacher in COmputer Science whom discovered that there is someone who vandalized the computer's table saying that "CASBA SUCKS"! You know event though i am not the one who had been said that, it is really hurtful because it shows that that student who wrote that has no "utang na loob". And i've discovered that Mr. Casbadillo lives in Cavite and in Mabolo.
THis friday is all about teachers. I wish that my social studies teacher will not have anymore favoritism,because even if she says that she has no favoritism, hello? it really shows in the way she acts and treat other people. She cannot control herself to not to compare the past students of Masci to the present student. We are doing the best we can and Thales and all other sections and years in Masci the best we can to improve more our school. The teachers should have the right amount of being strict and being kind to the students. They should not pressure, students because instead of studying harder they will have traumas. We know that if the teachers will not be strict to the students, they would also not study but I think it is better to be friendly with the students than to pressure them, because the students of today wants to have teachers that they can rely on to.
Sometimes I really do not understand, why does my grades the moment I enter masci became low. Compared with my grades in CRMI? I don;t know- is it because of the teacher? Or It is the problem within me? Is it due because of the friends i am with? Or the commuting time and the time I went homE? no probable answer. Maybe it is because I am getting lazier. I really hate it when I am getting low score. I feel so discouraged and added to that discouragement was the the teachers that nothing to do to your life just to make miserable and always pressuring us, I don't I thought that if i would study at Masci things will be better but I know it is the vice versa.
Just all I know that I should do my best!
Last friday seems a long day for me, although we have so many vacant classes. But the worst part is that Our social studies teacher became so much angry because of the reason that we didn't answered her whenever she asks us a question. By the way how on the earth can we answered her if we didn't know where is Nina? We knew that the moment she entered our class she has already lost her temper. and it is not right that she will put all her temper to us not just because we are the class that she will use in the Intra vistation in NOvember 23, it really sucks. There are so many sections in 2nd year, who must be given opportunities to prove the inner strength within each other. We are not the only section in the second year!!!!!! aren't we????!!!! Piss out.
Next is I really pity my teacher in COmputer Science whom discovered that there is someone who vandalized the computer's table saying that "CASBA SUCKS"! You know event though i am not the one who had been said that, it is really hurtful because it shows that that student who wrote that has no "utang na loob". And i've discovered that Mr. Casbadillo lives in Cavite and in Mabolo.
THis friday is all about teachers. I wish that my social studies teacher will not have anymore favoritism,because even if she says that she has no favoritism, hello? it really shows in the way she acts and treat other people. She cannot control herself to not to compare the past students of Masci to the present student. We are doing the best we can and Thales and all other sections and years in Masci the best we can to improve more our school. The teachers should have the right amount of being strict and being kind to the students. They should not pressure, students because instead of studying harder they will have traumas. We know that if the teachers will not be strict to the students, they would also not study but I think it is better to be friendly with the students than to pressure them, because the students of today wants to have teachers that they can rely on to.
Sometimes I really do not understand, why does my grades the moment I enter masci became low. Compared with my grades in CRMI? I don;t know- is it because of the teacher? Or It is the problem within me? Is it due because of the friends i am with? Or the commuting time and the time I went homE? no probable answer. Maybe it is because I am getting lazier. I really hate it when I am getting low score. I feel so discouraged and added to that discouragement was the the teachers that nothing to do to your life just to make miserable and always pressuring us, I don't I thought that if i would study at Masci things will be better but I know it is the vice versa.
Just all I know that I should do my best!
Monday, November 14, 2005
These past few days, my face encounters and acts many and different kinds of expressions, from being happy to gloomy, from being shocked and to being angry! I guess I can be an actress because of the good expressions of my face. Lately I've been thinking and doubtely thinking if I really have found my true friends. I guess I just misunderstood them. Sometimes I came to the point where I really miss my past friends especially my Best friend. Wondering if she has a new substitute for me and for our friendship, wondering if she found a new Kim! I guess I am not yet recovered by the fact that I am encountering many different kinds of people.
Next shocking thing is that I am shocked because I didn't expect that my grade in I.A was that high. Although in some people, that score is low but for me, who finds it hard to get along with Math, who seems to be my worst enemy before, but now I think we have Mutual Understanding and hopefully end to love each other. Right Math?! But sad to say my scores in Biology and GEometry was not that good. I think I must study harder.
There are really times when I am irritated going to school, and meeting people and nothing to do with you but to may your day worst than ever thought. SOmetimes I went home with a crumpled face, not knowing the reason why? Maybe it's just because I am not used to it because lately when I am in CRMI, everyone not totally everyone almost all of my classmates are my friends and close to me. And i am totally hurted and sometimes discriminated whenever some of my classmates mock me, because I am curly. I can't seem to find the reason why they do that. SO what if I have a curly hair? what's wrong with that? Sometimes I am blaming GOd, why does He didn't make my hair super straight? why does he didn't make my skin fairer ? I know that it is bad to blame Him. and Sometimes I am just thinking that God make everyone for a purpose and each and everyone is unique just the way they are. I will not be like this if people will not discriminate and mock people that are not perfect. No one is perfect and we have no rights to judge others physical appearance without looking deeper in their aspects.
I learned that I should not be carried away on what other's people say. I must be myself and STAND OUT AND SHINE BRIGHTLY!!!!!
Next shocking thing is that I am shocked because I didn't expect that my grade in I.A was that high. Although in some people, that score is low but for me, who finds it hard to get along with Math, who seems to be my worst enemy before, but now I think we have Mutual Understanding and hopefully end to love each other. Right Math?! But sad to say my scores in Biology and GEometry was not that good. I think I must study harder.
There are really times when I am irritated going to school, and meeting people and nothing to do with you but to may your day worst than ever thought. SOmetimes I went home with a crumpled face, not knowing the reason why? Maybe it's just because I am not used to it because lately when I am in CRMI, everyone not totally everyone almost all of my classmates are my friends and close to me. And i am totally hurted and sometimes discriminated whenever some of my classmates mock me, because I am curly. I can't seem to find the reason why they do that. SO what if I have a curly hair? what's wrong with that? Sometimes I am blaming GOd, why does He didn't make my hair super straight? why does he didn't make my skin fairer ? I know that it is bad to blame Him. and Sometimes I am just thinking that God make everyone for a purpose and each and everyone is unique just the way they are. I will not be like this if people will not discriminate and mock people that are not perfect. No one is perfect and we have no rights to judge others physical appearance without looking deeper in their aspects.
I learned that I should not be carried away on what other's people say. I must be myself and STAND OUT AND SHINE BRIGHTLY!!!!!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
AT last this day is the last day for that so hard test. I wish everything will be alright. I can't imagine I've slept straight for 3 days at almost 5 hours! Well the bad part is that I have eyebugs. I hate it yesterday was a darn so hard test, especially in Tl.E and Geometry! and yesterday the class receive a letter inviting us to join the MTAP short for" Mathematically Talented students in Math". Hello? Am i mathematically talented?! as in no way! BUt my conscience is bugging me and telling me, whispering me to join that class. And YES I said, I will join this class so I can excel more in my soon to be "BEST FRIend"- MATH!
Tomorrow will be a day- a regular day specifically! BUt we will give gifts that we do for our "Christmas Exchange gift"? Huh? Christmas? Exchange gift? Is it already christmas? Well actually it just of the nonsense of COLDS! I wish that the test in Physics will be not that hard, R.WE. will not that hard too. And especially I wish that Intermediate ALgebra will get along with me today.
YOu know I feel betterwhen I am writing all the happenings in my life. I can let go of sorrows, happiness and all mixed emotions when I am able to write. Although some of my grammars are not that perfectly fluent. But still this blog is one means of how to improve my vocabulary and to improve my grammar!
MY gosh! I wish the results of my test will be perfectly fine!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow will be a day- a regular day specifically! BUt we will give gifts that we do for our "Christmas Exchange gift"? Huh? Christmas? Exchange gift? Is it already christmas? Well actually it just of the nonsense of COLDS! I wish that the test in Physics will be not that hard, R.WE. will not that hard too. And especially I wish that Intermediate ALgebra will get along with me today.
YOu know I feel betterwhen I am writing all the happenings in my life. I can let go of sorrows, happiness and all mixed emotions when I am able to write. Although some of my grammars are not that perfectly fluent. But still this blog is one means of how to improve my vocabulary and to improve my grammar!
MY gosh!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
My eyes are Worn out!
I've read dozens of pages in my book in Biology in Geometry and Social Studies. I want to sleep. It is really hard to study hard. You need to fully understand the things that you are reading. Good thing that the schedule of our exam is in the afternoon at least tomorrow I can still study. But the bad thing is that I am not sure if I can go to church and I have to commute tomorrow morning again. I hate commuting at morning I felt that I am in a public school. Oh! It's just because of my plain, old, boring uniform.
In Geometry, i am practicing how to prove! I hope I can get it all.I want to pass that mind-tickling subject so I have the guts to say that I am also good at math. I only need patience! Patience! Patience! Patience!
Ok! That's all for now! Study and Study more! Gudluck to me
In Geometry, i am practicing how to prove! I hope I can get it all.I want to pass that mind-tickling subject so I have the guts to say that I am also good at math. I only need patience! Patience! Patience! Patience!
Ok! That's all for now! Study and Study more! Gudluck to me
Saturday, November 05, 2005
I learned a lesson today!
Wow! I learned a lot today, first of all I should not get quarrel or fight with my brother because it is bad! Very bad! BUt i just can't help it! you know? It has been my hobby(oohhhh!....I am really bad) to mock my brother, you know? BUt I love my brother, because he is the only one that I can fun to be with at my house. But really I will try not to be overeact when it comes to my brother!
Second, when I went to church later, I realized that I must fulfill the messages of God and be a good girl.
Third is that I must study and be responsible on the task as was trusted with. I must and MUST study hard, without any hesitation or whatever hindrance in my life! I MUST take note MUST study very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, and definitely very hard! Whew! I hate it when I can get what I ask to my parents what I want and deep inside I felt guiltiness because I can get the score I am aiming with.
Second, when I went to church later, I realized that I must fulfill the messages of God and be a good girl.
Third is that I must study and be responsible on the task as was trusted with. I must and MUST study hard, without any hesitation or whatever hindrance in my life! I MUST take note MUST study very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, and definitely very hard! Whew! I hate it when I can get what I ask to my parents what I want and deep inside I felt guiltiness because I can get the score I am aiming with.
Vacation for me is not yet over!
Yeah,I feel that vacation is still in the air, I wish my happy moments in my house will not end. But I really don't understand myself that whenever I am in my house and bored to death of nothing to do, I want to go to school, while I am at school how I wish that time will immediately pass and at just one click it's dismissal time. But I preferred staying at home most of the time. This incoming week will be my periodic test and I am again having my adrenaline rush because of the test I will face "again" at Biology and that confusing, mind tickling, brain-popping Geometry and Physics. What I really don't understand is not matter how many hours will I consume at those irritating subject I just don't get a high score and this is the reason why sometimes I want to quit.I think I changed.... I mean the way that I'm studying because when I am in elementary I love studying but when I turned high school my studying habits have changed. Oh I wish I can excel more!
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