The Change

It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change.
--- Charles Darwin

Darwin has a point when he made this statement. When he voyage in Beagle and made the famous frontier, studying unknown species of different times, he concluded that an organism survives because of changes and those you cannot adopt to it, vanishes.

I will not argue about evolution and creation, that would be too long and skeptics and religious people might discover my blog and haunt me down, put me to dungeons and burn me at stake! And that's the end of my life... haha.

I'm just talking 'bout "change". To be quite really frank, I am afraid of changes. Though I can be flexible and lenient when situation really demands for it, big major changes about anything in particular is my failing. Sure I can embrace "good changes", its the "bad changes" that seems very hard to swallow. Its like you're stuck in the middle century when it is already a modern age, or its like you're still wearing corset when there are already slimmers. Change really puzzles me, just thinking about it sinks me to a void, that there's nothing I could really do to think of any reasons for changes. People change. Environment changes. Cultures change. Opinions change. Love changes. In a nutshell, everything that mankind perceive changes.

Maybe I should follow Darwin's advice and change. A change for the better, to survive and to live.

Photo-shop, Photo-graphy, etc.

The world is just teeming with insolent, rude, impertinent, selfish, stupid, annoying, self-centered, egotistic human beings! But let me tell you, I am a kind of Homo sapiens who doesn't like to fight over the smallest squabbles and stupidities, but right now I am boiling 100 degrees. I have reached my boundary and I can't take it no more. You are trying to unleash my rage and wrathfulness which I seldom show to people, then you will get what you want! I am quite in my leisure and you might be shocked on what I can do. HAHAHA!

Whew! That's just too much. On the brighter side of my life, I am currently distracting myself in editing photos. Luckily after too much delayed I already installed Adobe Photoshop CS4 in my laptop. Mind you Photoshop is not an easy task, I am quite in the phase of reading Dummies for Photoshop because I quite literally suck on it. Before photoshop I edit photos on Picnik and but due to my unquenching demands, I want to do something more professional and decided to be a Photoshopper. Its really complicated but I am really trying to do my best. Lately, I have been fascinated with photography, though I only use pipichuging camera, I really love taking stuffs. I'll swear that if ever I am earning millions and millions of bucks, I will purchase a good one. Oh well, but I think this will pass.


I just want you to show some of my stuffs. They are randoms actually, from Picnik and Photoshop, feel free to criticize, I am willing to bear with it :D

Personally, I really adore this, not that it's my
work but it shows how I want to achieve them.


Taken from The Bean with my dear friend Lota.


Now this one, is my latest work which I really love. That's me
my sister, Ken. SISTER ACT. :D

What do you think eh?
More on my Multiply.
:D

'Cause I had a Bad Day! Lala...

And the song goes on. I loathe this day, full of hatred and bitterness. Sometimes it scares me to be too happy in happy times because I know someday, there will come a day-a day where the world seems to be on your shoulders. My relationship with people seems to be in a turmoil, not that I am wicked or whatsoever, its just that I don't get really along with them. If you would ask me question like who is your friend, I actually have lots of them, but to say who is your true friend- can be counted, yes, literally.

I am a very introvert person and I really don't know if that's an advantage or otherwise. I am not the life of the party. Sadly, sometimes I often leave social gatherings early because I am not just born and fit to be with them. You can call me potato couch, but that's who I am. Gawd! Why do people need to party, can't they have a ball like the old times, no constant noise or whatsoever?
As you might happen to closely analyze, I am so so so way way old fashioned. Like I am stuck in the middle ages or something. Yes, I admit it. I hate parties, I hate noises- that's me, conservative and a very classicist person. Oh well, not really to the point that I wear Middle Age clothes, that would leave me looking like a total idiot!

Give me a good book, coffee and nice music then voila! I cannot ask for more. Can't life just be like that? So plain, simple and happy? Why do we need to squabble over the littlest things and make it a big deal?

Oh too much negativity. I am becoming quite cynical about things in my life, that's scary. I just want to give my deep gratitude to my ever-loving beautiful friend Carlota who somehow make my day at least a meaningful one. I really enjoyed it, so great! The description is so vivid and accurate that I completely give in to it, hahaha. Thanks a lot Lota! You know when to make me happy! :D

I am about to end my journey to the middle ages. World Without End is superb! Pillars or World? Um, can't really decide 'cause both are the best books ever! I never deduced that I could be into with historical novels and reading a thousand pages book. Its a nice, new and refreshing experience. Ending one would be sad. Books are such a fetish! They are magical. Imagine life without them?

Ok, I am still down. But this will pass......

Summer At Punta Fuego

Just had a wonderful summer time in a private resort- Terrazas de Punta Fuega in Batangas. I had fun time with the whole family. Just enjoyed the beach and the pool, albeit I get really tanned. :D

Overview

The Koi Pond.

I also got the chance to refresh my long lost swimming skills and how it feels so good that every muscle in me, from tip to toe literally aches. But honestly, I am not really feeling good. Just started yesterday. Hmm.