Friday, September 14, 2007

Grrrr....

Currently mingling about: Teksto sa Pinoy
These past few days, my nerves are just about to wrack. People from school, low grades I just receive brutally....just the few of them, but my head is about to burst and I just want to smack a face! First, people from school, first thing I will say is:I HATE CHEATERS!, if you want to get a good grade by means of cheating, believe you will not be able to earn it well, because cheating is so LAME and the most STUPID thing that a student could do. I didn't want to say names because I am STILL HOPING that everything will change before it gets worse. What do you get from cheating? Bunch of good grades? Good remarks? Gawd! That sucks...people don't think that they will do EVIL for the sake of getting HIGH GRADES!!!!! Damn! I just really want to say this really loud! I HATE CHEATERS!!!!!!. It is ok to copy assignments or a minor thing to do, but cheating on periodic, summative or long tests is way beyond thinking. If I am going to ask myself I would rather fail the test than to cheat because my conscience is clean! Woooh! I've said it all...so much for that I guess...

Well about, being having low grades, I am really depressed at my score in Physics...In my recent entries in this blog, I say that I will try to study HARDER in Physics and aim high scores, but I guess that resulotion was made to be broken ONCE AGAIN! I am super low in Physics, I just want to jump off the cliff! Gawd! That's the lowest score I've got in my whole entire student life. But there's still a second chance and I will not miss this opportunity no more. I will put my butt into studying this made-me-sick subject! No matter what happen! I swear!!!!!!*sighs*. It's such a depressing, exhausting, gloomy, dishartening, mind-breaking days, add to it the practice of the choral for the competition on September 23,2007 in UP theater at Diliman QC...SO if you want to buy tickets just txt me at 09063916011....costs 150/ticket....Buy! Please! haha...We're a bit nervous because we are competing with private schools, Angelicum, St. Scho, Benedictine, those are few schools so gudluck to us!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Blogging at Wee Hours!

Yah! I know, it is 3 o'clock in the morning baby! But what can I do, I have to wake up as early as possible to do things I have to do. Gawd! I hate it! It makes my pimple accumulate again..haha.. Anyways, this is Masci life, and as a senior student, I am so used to it now, from first year to fourth year, staying up late and waking up early is somehow a daily routine that we must follow and you've gotta adjust to it baby! If not, then you will have a hard time in Masci..

Anyways, the reasons hat blogging for me these past few days seems to be a hard tasks are because, internet seems not be so friendly nowadays, my dsl is such a piss. Everytime I want to use the net, it seems to be that it is always disconnecting, second, I am busy, this September 23, at UP Theater, MSHS Chorale will held it's first choir competition. Take note, 3 public schools are only invited including Masci and the rest were private. Whew! The tickets cost 150 pesos. So text me if you want to buy at this no. : 09063916011. I am telling you, I am the only newbie alto in the block. Some of my friends, were sopranos and I am the only low-female voice among them...haha. So adjusting is quite hard but I am really trying very hard. I am a soprano in our church choir, so being an alto was quite a challenge for me. But, hey challenge is really quite good. Brings up more potential in you right? Well, enough for that. I have to really pray a lot so we can win!

So how's school life for me? Uhm....It's quite ok for now. Except that sometimes, when you really trying so hard to study, no CHEATING, LEAKAGES or everything related about cheating, and still you get a lower score than those people who CHEATED. i am not saying ALL of THEM. It feels so wrong. But, at least I didn't CHEATED. In an exam, cheating is the last thing that will ever pop out in my mind. Even though, I didn't study my exam, I will never cheated on a "serious" exam. I hope I can stick on what I have just said.

Well, so much for a busy student. I have to study physics and Finite math. Goodbye for now.

Monday, August 20, 2007

I miss my Congo!

Currently Thinking:Why Did God took Congo too early?
I just received a shocking news this afternoon, my little doogy--congo just died. Very tragic, gives me a teary eyes. Mom says that the day before, Congo was not feeling better, vomitting, didn't her food. Then today, the most mournful thing happened---she died. I really miss her. Just remembering how that dog will wait for me until I finish meal and give her some food and the most thing that I will miss on her was her "stretching" talent. Whenever we say "Congo, stretch". She will stretch her two front feet and wiggle her bunny-like tail. Uh...I really miss that dog. But that's life. You live and you die. As simple as that. Time really comes when we really have to flee from this earth, say goodbye to all the things that we worked hard for, say goodbye to our dreams and to the people we love. That's life. It all ends to---death. As simple as that. Death ends it all.

I am trying to have an inner make-over from this day on. I bought this book "A girl's Guide to Inner Beauty" at Robinson's yesterday before the play because I am too early for our meeting time. Along with the Precious Moments Bible that I excitingly bought, and because of too much exaggeration, I thought that that Bible cost 700 bucks but to my surprise, it only cost 250 as far as I can recall. So I was able to buy this "Inner Beauty" Make-over will is exactly cost 120 pesos. I think it is the time for me to cleanse my inner self. Like what other people say:Inner beauty radiates through outside. So I think for me to be beautiful...haha...I'm talking nonsense....I think I should begin from inside to outside. With Bibles and Self-help books on my hands, I hope that I can live up on what I say. But also I won't forget to pray. Praying is my only means of communication to God and to Jesus. It's like a telephone line. Although, I didn't hear God's voice, everytime I pray and if I do that would but creeps on me...hehe...I know that He is there--listening, comforting, wiping up my tears, tapping my back and saying "Hey! I am here! Just talk to me and I will listen to everything that makes your heart weary." If it feels good when you have a person you can talk with, it feels way better if God is the one who is listening to you and has open mind to understand the way you think and feel, unlike other people who really don't understand you. God is so good, powerful, loving, caring, affectionate. He is Everything. He gives me strength when sometimes I can't go on anymore, when everything seems so wrong, when I feel so weak inside and out, when I didn't know what to do anymore. Just call him and he will be there. He is always there.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Waffling Thoughts

Currently Reading: Lark by Ginny Aiken
Last night at around 12:30 in the midnight I finished reading "The Last Sin Eater" by Francine Rivers. It's a very good novel, so good that you don't want to let go of the book even though my eyes really wanna close--i'm so sleepy. But I think, hey kim! there's only one more chapter to go and the emotion that I have felt through the novel will be gone the next morning so i decided to finished reading it.


The Last Sin Eater is a compelling and somewhat a kind of mysterious novel, I bought this novel at the "Dulos" you know, the boat at South Harbor where they travel around the world to have a booksale price of books. It's kinda cool. I bought this book way back third year but it is only until now that I finished reading it. haha.. Along with "The Last Sin Eater", I bought "Lark". Actually, the reason I really hastened my reading of The Sin Eater was because I really want to start reading "Lark", I read at the back cover that it is a good romance from the reviews. So right now, I am just at the beginning of the story and it seems quite good. After this Lark book, I will finish reading "The Time Traveller's Wife". You know, it's quite funny because I really don't want this novel, I find it boring and simply erratic on the way the story flows. Anyways, I am not fond of leaving a book unfinished. It's like leaving a life cruelly without putting an end to it. So even though I don't want reading it, i will force myself to.

This may sound stupid and hilarious, but I miss school. Really. Honestly. Not that I want to know my grades in the last periodic test because my grade really suck in Physics!-o God the glory of Physics! and Math- *Cross-fingers* I hope mam will still have considerations!. It's not like that. It's just so boring here at home, nothing to do but to stare in front of the computer, writing this blog that is full of nonsense because I cannot think anymore of a topic to write because nothing happens in my life, watching boring tv shows but thank God there is Grey's anatomy to feed my satisfaction, sleeping? That's a good thing though, I am pleading for more sleeps so there it goes, God has give plenty of time to sleep and I am at least very thankful for it. Reading good books? That another good thing though, finishing to read The Last Sin Eater, makes my faith really stronger and now reading "The Lark"--I hope to be in love. haha

It's a grand vacation you know? From Wednesday up until monday, we will have no classes. Yipee! But I just said I want to go to school, but still a Yipee! because there is no classes. Uhmm....

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

A Fresh New Start

Currently Listening to: Jenny- The Click 5
I have just changed my skin, again. For the I don't know time, I changed my blog again and don't you just love the ambience of my skin? It's so cool, refreshing, peaceful, elegant and that's what I am to do. To start cool and refreshing, forgetting the past and what bad and undesirable things that happened in the past. Classes was cut today due to a typhoon, named Egay. I know that classes will be cut because the rain never stopped ever since. But going home is another hard thing to do, riding on the bus, we were soaking wet, Me, Dawn, Vincent, Noriel and Angelique. And we stayed at the bus for almost 3 hours!!!! The question was, why is it that everytime that it rains, the traffic is just so slow-moving that you wanna get off the bus? Well, at least I got home safe.
Going home, I ate my lunch and watch Grey's Anatomy. I love Grey's Anatomy, it just reminds me over and over again that I want to be a doctor, and right now, I am thinking if I want to be a surgeon. Mom says that being a surgeon is a risky job, that people's lives are in my hands and I have to really study hard. I know that being a surgeon is the most competitive and life-risking job in the world of medicine, but I think it is quite fun, not fun that I will knife down a person's body but fun that I will be able to save lives. At least thinking about the good karmas i will gain. But I will spend about 8 years at medical school to fulfill these soaring high dreams. Does studying this course requires a thorough specialty in Physics? Gawd! If ever, I will really have the "hardest" time in my life. haha.
Anyways, time changes and no one knows what will happen next. But I will stick on being a doctor.
I have already save 670 pesos because I am planning to buy this cute Bible that I saw at Robinson's Ermita. I think it cost 700. So with my own money I will buy the greatest gift that I can give to myself- the Bible. It has a cute Precious Moments graphic at that Bible and I really want to buy that. Another 150 pesos and I will be ready to buy. It's a quite surprising thing for that I am now able to save money for my personal pleasure and satisfaction, buying candy magazine was a monthly theraphy for me and I spend my own money on buying on it. Sometimes mom's do buy it..haha. If ever I want to have a gift for my friend, I buy them with my own money. But this time, I will save money for the gift I am going to give for my parents. My mom will have her birthday at September 21 and I want to buy her a bag, while dad, celebrating his birthday on September 22, I will buy him..uhm...All about related to beatles? Because dad is so choosy when it comes to gift, sometimes he didn't use it..haha! and one more thing, I think I will give them cards on their anniversary on September 22. Haha.. This requires lots of saving. I think, someones not gonna eat..haha! At least it contributes on my diet...haha.
Well, so much for today, still I am not studying for the lovely Physics for the summative tomorrow and MAPEH-CAT too! Ooh...I hate it...too much temptation, TV, Computer!!!! They're everywhere.!!! Ciao!