Yoon Eun Hye is cute but Lee da Hae is Gorgeous

Haha...Another nonsense update. Lower years have no classes today because senior students have the college test ata? So I woke up a little bit early around 8 am and do my homeworkssssssss.....ssss...Then I surf the net and when the yahoo homepage opens up, it's top news is the "Princess Hours". Koreanovela invaded the whole world! "Princess Hours" or "Goong" is widely acclaimed all over the world. Check out the article. It seems that Korean has a big outcome interms of dramas and their cute stories. As for now, I am a certified koreanovela addict! I tend to watch a certain drama series even it is month before it airs in t.v.! haha...I love the actresses in Korea the way they act, their expression and their intonations when they are speaking, which I least adopted..haha! Two of my favorite korean actresses are Lee da Hae and Yoon Eun Hye.

Lee da Hae is from the drama series "My Girl", which was the best drama i've ever seen before. I know...some may argue that Full House is so much better, but I really like the best "My Girl". It's just because of the hottie and cutie Lee Dong wOok, whom captured my eyes and has been a model for my ideal guy.

While, Yoon Eun Hye is from "Princess Hours" or "Goong". She is so perky and cute. I like her dresses and her hair. She has a 2 cute partners but Ji Jin hoon is hotter than the other one.

The similarities between them is that, Lee da hae and Yoon Eun Hye, can be a very versatile actresses, they can turn their emotions from being so funny and hilarious to drama moments which can really touch hearts. But who is more beautiful? I think, they're both, but YOon is cuter and Lee is the most gorgeous, but still they are beautiful and so lucky because the leading guys that they are able to work with when they have drama series, I envy them alot! haha... I envy also their skin because it's so clean, maybe because in Korea, the weather is cold and less pollution unlike hear in the philippines. haha...and the way they are dress-the colors are loud and alive, they wear bright and vibrant colors which are attractive to the eyes.

Is it obvious that I want to be a Korean? haha...adopting their style and their language? hehe...I am a certified Korean addict..Here are some pictures of them:

She is so beautiful!



Yoon cute!



Korea~~~~~!

The Doctor Song...Hahaha!

How to Save a Life
The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.

My Most Favorite Film... And All aBout my Dreams....Again

While i was watching T.V. today, I've had a glimpse on HBO and I saw the movie that I wasn't able to finish last tuesday, before school day, it's about these 2 doctors, whom, despite the difference between them ,they've manage to save lives and make the a great change in the course of medicine. They've come up a treatment for the cure of "blue babies" and this film inspired me to be a doctor. Finally! I have now a profession.I want to be a doctor! Well, they did manage to get a cure about blue baby, but Dr. vivien Thomas was a nigger or black man so there are still discrimination about black people at their time and Dr. Blalock is a white man, so when they successfuly done the operation only Dr. Blalock was praised and been honored, and pity Dr. Thomas, but he still managed to stand up. Those two doctors are my idols and my inspiration, despite their differences, they manage to be the greatest partners in the field of medicine and they save lives. I remember a line that doctor Blalock said at the film "You only realize that there is life when there is regrets, I do have regrets, but let's not count our regret but instead on the lives that we save." I was so touched by what he said, he is a "true" doctor, dedicated and the two of them must be truly honored!
The title of the film is "Something the Lord Made". The best story ever...Try to watch it!

Lately, i've been talking so much about my dreams, and I want to be a doctor...desperately, even it takes me years and tears to achieve that, I will be a doctor! That fixed and final! so I hope that this burning determination will be with me until I reached college and live up my dreams!
I am scared, not in failing but in not having the opportunity to do what I want to do.There are a long list of the things I want to do and here are some to them:

1. Be the best doctor! Asa! hehehe...
2. Be a good pianist and perform everywhere...ehem!
3. To be able to join the orchestra!
4. To go to France, London, Venice, Spain and Italy!
5. To have a dainty house near the lake.

Those are 1/4 of my long dreams, but before I achieve those, I know I have to study hard...no not hard- harder, uhmm...still not enough, I must study the hardest way I could possibly could. I must pass Physics! Oh mY! Physics! The most hatred subject...I despise every equation I counter everyday of my life, I just want that subject to disappear, If onyl I have the power and magic! I will make Physics vanished into this world! But I must...I must...I really must try my best, tell my brain to study and I really must excel in Physics! So God help me! Oh....!

It's really hard to study, so hard, when there's peer pressure, personal problems bothering you, but studying is a must. I have soaring high dreams that without any effort I will not be succesful to achieve them!

There's only one thing I can say, I will trust to Him! because He is the One who will help me in bumpy and smooth sailing in my life. I will pray to Him, and i Will be faithful.

My ambition and my Ability to Hide

Sleepless nights, again has been through me and I'm a bit exhausted. School days has just begun and I am dead tired. It seems that Masci has no new year resolution because they have the same routine that they try to impose to us: overload assignments, overload projects, portfolios, mind-cracking test and too much pressure-which usual. What I am lonely about is that I will not be able again to go to church every thursday, because I am studying FAR away from home, oh..If only I could make a 30 minute commuting from Manila to Cavite, I will do everything. Well I guess, there's nothing more to change.

My mind is somewhat settled and fixed, I WILL BE A DOCTOR! haha...So ambitious, but there nothing wrong about dreaming. My dad says that I should already decide what course will I be taking up for college and by now I should already have something in my mind. Being a doctor is somewhat I want since I am in prep, when my teacher asked me when I was little what I want to be: I said I want to be a doctor. Why? I know that it is because it is somewhat the "in" ambition when I was little, all my classmates and friends says that they want to be a doctor, some wants to be a nurse or engineer but doctor is the most dominant of their ambitions. So I just said I want to be a doctor. Many years have passed, I've encountered many people with different occupations and hobbies, and of course my ambition change, I said to myself I want to be a cashier! haha...sound funny, but seriously at my tender age, I really want to be a cashier, because I so like the machine that they use. haha...Then, my mind became somewhat matured and I want to be a Marine Biologist! Yes, I once said to myself, this is what I am gonna take up when I will be in college, I love swimming and I love the view under the sea because when I under, it feels a different world, a quiet and peaceful world, but that changed! Then, tada! I want to be a doctor, I guess this is for me, to be a doctor....I once watched a movie about doctors who try to cure a blue baby and I was so nervous when they performed the operation to the baby, my heart is palpating, nervous and excited. I guess that's what doctors feel when they were trying to save a persons life. I want to feel that, I want to feel that feeling that I was able to connect another life to a person.

So I am becoming a so trying hard in studying well my subjects and finishing the requirements that I should pass. Exhausted! That's what I'm feeling today, so exhausted, maybe due to personal problems and I want to just forget about it. What I am proud about myself is that, I am good in hiding..hiding my feelings to people I don't want to be hurt. I can smile when I feel so really bad, I can laugh even when I feel that the world hates me, I can cheer people up, when I wasn't able to cheer my own self, I give advices to people who have problems when I wasn't able to do what will be right and what will be wrong. It's good at some part and it's bad as a whole, it good because my relationship will other people won't be affected and it is bad because i feel really helpless. Everytime I am so down, I just want to be alone, cry under my pillows and cry...ALOT! By means of crying I can release all my tensions, exhaustion, my anger and my problems. So I hate it when people don't cry as if they're saying that you are strong when you didn't cry. I

Last Wednesday, I really cried at our "pagsamba". I really felt Him. And I just want to send my thanks and greatfulness because God is so good, yes, there are times of ups and downs but He never leave me, even i didn't deserve His blessings because I am so a sinful person ,but He loves me and I love Him to!

So now, I am just a person trying and will be trying to be strong, with a mix of Faith! Courage! Confidence and LOVE!

A Happy New Year to Everybody!

Hello, everyone! Happy happy happy happy New Year! As in Happy! may God's blessing will always be with you all throughout this another new and exciting new year. Have a clap for ourselves because we have surpassed all problems, tragedies and difficulties last year! Whew! Can you believe it? We've survived! Not just because we're strong and intelligent...It is because God made us survived 2006! Imagine? so many unwanted tragedies happened, FPJ died, natural phenomena that affects many people's lives, Mileño- the super typhoon, Cha-Cha and etc... Let's reminisce life this new year and realize how fortunate are we. So pray for this new year and receive the blessings from the Lord.

Personally, this new year my mind was so much clearer. I now typing this article at my dad's office because we spent new year here, to accompany my dad so we will be complete this new year. At first, it didn't get so well due to personal problem..haha...so much into drama...I slept and a bit, no not a bit, a lot, in fact, I wasn't able to greet the world formally that it's new year because i've slept...a lot, hehe... I have consequence, because I must slept until 2 am! but i didn't unfortunately. Wahaha! New year, won't be a new year without of course: new year's resolution...it's a tradition...it maybe a broken tradition, because sometimes I wasn't able to follow all my resolution, but this year I will try:
1. To follow all my new year's resolution.
2. To be able to do my duty to God with compliance and no excuses.
3. Not be stubborn anymore to my mom.
4. Focus on my studies and concentrate in it, which is really hard to do.
5. Decrease my sleeping habit.
6. Read a lot of (newspaper, magazine).
7. Be aware of what's happening around me.
8. I have to grow up, because sometimes, I am so childish and i hate it!
9. Enhance my piano skills! I am in the "performance level" and I have to work hard.
10.Smile....alot!
11.Wash my face everynight...hehe...due to stress and lack of sleep, sometimes i'd rather not to wash it because im so lazy.
12.wear contact lenses...hopefully!
13.Dream alot!
14.Love my family alot!
15. Value people around me.
16.Being stronger and tougher when difficult times arises.
17. I've almost forgot, updating my blog in English! Need to enhance my english vocabulary. Sorry for some wrong grammars...


What things i didn't want to change this year!
1. Being an Iglesia ni Cristo! (Why would i change my religion?!)
2. Buying magazines, every month...hehe
3. Bullying my brother (that's my hobby, I will be lonely if I don't
4. Being curly (I've decided, not until college will I straighten my hair, or maybe not, because I don't want my hair to be expose and taste those chemicals which dried and made my hair suffer alot!I'm happily kulot!
5. Staying up late. (Hindi maiiwasan!)
6. Uncleaned room. I can't control myself.
7. Being a movie buff. Who doesn't like watching movies?

Actually, I am nervous this new year!< img scr="http://cbox.ws/smilies/2/nervous.gif"> because I know that problems will not leave me and it maybe worse than my problems last year, but I will be stronger, at least I will try... I didn't know what will happen this year, maybe...I will now have a love life! nyahaha... or maybe, I will do better in Physics! *Cross fingers*.
No matter what happpen, I will be still happy and thankful to God! Happy New Year again! It's year of the pig! yipee! Bye!