It is not what we see and touch or that chich others do for us
which makes us happy; it is that which
we think and feel and do,
first for the other fellow and then for
ourselves.------Helen Keller
Rain has been pouring down non-stop today. Due to low pressure area. It's raining season again. And I must not forget to bring umbrella to school always. Everytime, when it rain, especially at home, I became so quiet. I just to be quiet and think about things. Why do we associate thinking when it rained? I just feel good when it rains. Thinking about how complex life can be. Thinking bout my future. Thinking 'bout my friends. Thinking 'bout my perio exam. Thinking about passing Up. Thinking about being a Cinderella. Thinking about everything. Why do I have to think about everything. Then I fall asleep. Sleeping nowadays, is the last thing that I will think. Projects, Portfolios, Perio exams. No more sleeping days. But today, I slept because it rained. Rain=relaxation. Rain=peace. Rain=tranquility. Rain=silence. Rain=blessing. Rain=Crying. Rain=Thinking. Rain=Music. As you grow older, you are becoming more and more complicated. I wish I am just like Pooh bear. I want to sing the "Cottleston Pie". Pooh is so simple, simple-minded, although at other person he may look stupid and idiot---Pooh is innocent. But being an innocent in this world? Nah...You won't survive living this world. You must be strategic, impulsive, ambitious, sometimes vain, independent. Because this world is not getting good, it's getting worse. If only I could live my life in the forest. If only I have the power to turn back time. If only....Life is full of regrets. My life is sometimes full of regrets. I didn't learn from past mistake and that was I regretted the most. Regretting your regrets. Doing the same thing all over again. I'm just tired. Right now, I am trying to live a God-fearing, peaceful, tranquil life. Just life that is full of smiles, life that is full of music, food, wonderful dreams, love, hope, faith, strawberry swirls, laces, all of my favorite stuffs. I just want to live life good.
Last Tuesday, my teacher in English shows us poem titled "Crossroads". It is true, that 4th year students are now standing on the crossroads, choosing the best path. What would I choose? and what if there's no choice? But there's always a choice. If I choose, would I be sure of it? Would I be satisfied? Would I live my dreams and goal through my journey? Would I meet interesting people? Would I meet death? Questions. Questions. Future is so erratic. You didn't know what might happen. *Sighs*. Life is really mysterious and yet so beautiful.
---A perfect score in Physics!---
---To witness Aurora Borealis---
---To play at an orchestra---
---To have my own piano concerto---
---To become the best doctor---
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