I miss my Congo!

Currently Thinking:Why Did God took Congo too early?
I just received a shocking news this afternoon, my little doogy--congo just died. Very tragic, gives me a teary eyes. Mom says that the day before, Congo was not feeling better, vomitting, didn't her food. Then today, the most mournful thing happened---she died. I really miss her. Just remembering how that dog will wait for me until I finish meal and give her some food and the most thing that I will miss on her was her "stretching" talent. Whenever we say "Congo, stretch". She will stretch her two front feet and wiggle her bunny-like tail. Uh...I really miss that dog. But that's life. You live and you die. As simple as that. Time really comes when we really have to flee from this earth, say goodbye to all the things that we worked hard for, say goodbye to our dreams and to the people we love. That's life. It all ends to---death. As simple as that. Death ends it all.

I am trying to have an inner make-over from this day on. I bought this book "A girl's Guide to Inner Beauty" at Robinson's yesterday before the play because I am too early for our meeting time. Along with the Precious Moments Bible that I excitingly bought, and because of too much exaggeration, I thought that that Bible cost 700 bucks but to my surprise, it only cost 250 as far as I can recall. So I was able to buy this "Inner Beauty" Make-over will is exactly cost 120 pesos. I think it is the time for me to cleanse my inner self. Like what other people say:Inner beauty radiates through outside. So I think for me to be beautiful...haha...I'm talking nonsense....I think I should begin from inside to outside. With Bibles and Self-help books on my hands, I hope that I can live up on what I say. But also I won't forget to pray. Praying is my only means of communication to God and to Jesus. It's like a telephone line. Although, I didn't hear God's voice, everytime I pray and if I do that would but creeps on me...hehe...I know that He is there--listening, comforting, wiping up my tears, tapping my back and saying "Hey! I am here! Just talk to me and I will listen to everything that makes your heart weary." If it feels good when you have a person you can talk with, it feels way better if God is the one who is listening to you and has open mind to understand the way you think and feel, unlike other people who really don't understand you. God is so good, powerful, loving, caring, affectionate. He is Everything. He gives me strength when sometimes I can't go on anymore, when everything seems so wrong, when I feel so weak inside and out, when I didn't know what to do anymore. Just call him and he will be there. He is always there.