Friday, August 03, 2007

The BIG day!

"We cannot have a perfectly mutual and reciprocal love
because the same amount of love we give can only be found in God."

It's a good thing that I am able to post before the BIG day tomorrow. MALCOLM HALL: COLLEGE OF LAW 12:30 pm, bring your snacks and a no.2 mongol pencil because tomorrow will be my test in UP!!!! This is the day...the day that we've prepared for, all those reviews and weeks of sleepless nights, all those all-about readings when there is a vacant in class, in short all those arduous task that I've done before this day. At Last this day comes. It's a once in a life chance. Sabi nga I must collect good karmas...haha... But even though, my test would be at noon, we would still go there at around 8:00 leaving the house because I don't want to be late. I won't miss this opportunity that being late is not excuse.

The recommendation form that I gave to Mam Lava last week for Ateneo was lost...haha...Looks like He really doesn't want me to take the test. I think sooner the forms of La Salle will be lost...haha...The reason I want to try those entrance exams is that I just want to experience entering those "sosy" schools. But IF EVER I passed those two schools, there's no way that I will enter those schools. First it's a sectarian school, and I am an INC, second because of too much expenses. I am not used to a school who has high tuition fees because during high schools, MAsci don't have any kind of tuition fees. So UP is my only hope to go to college. But I don't rely on my knowledge and strength only, in fact I will not have these if God didn't help me, so I make sure that before I do things on my own, I will consult everything to God. I am not uber confident about everything, I just want to be humble, in fact, I am so nervous right now. I just want to cry. I don't know I want to cry. You know? the feeling that what if I don't pass the test...but no...faith is the first thing that God looks at our hearts. So I have the faithest faith of all ....I will pass UP!!!!!!!!!! Uuuu....adrenaline rush...

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