While i was watching T.V. today, I've had a glimpse on HBO and I saw the movie that I wasn't able to finish last tuesday, before school day, it's about these 2 doctors, whom, despite the difference between them ,they've manage to save lives and make the a great change in the course of medicine. They've come up a treatment for the cure of "blue babies" and this film inspired me to be a doctor. Finally! I have now a profession.I want to be a doctor! Well, they did manage to get a cure about blue baby, but Dr. vivien Thomas was a nigger or black man so there are still discrimination about black people at their time and Dr. Blalock is a white man, so when they successfuly done the operation only Dr. Blalock was praised and been honored, and pity Dr. Thomas, but he still managed to stand up. Those two doctors are my idols and my inspiration, despite their differences, they manage to be the greatest partners in the field of medicine and they save lives. I remember a line that doctor Blalock said at the film "You only realize that there is life when there is regrets, I do have regrets, but let's not count our regret but instead on the lives that we save." I was so touched by what he said, he is a "true" doctor, dedicated and the two of them must be truly honored!
The title of the film is "Something the Lord Made". The best story ever...Try to watch it!
Lately, i've been talking so much about my dreams, and I want to be a doctor...desperately, even it takes me years and tears to achieve that, I will be a doctor! That fixed and final! so I hope that this burning determination will be with me until I reached college and live up my dreams!
I am scared, not in failing but in not having the opportunity to do what I want to do.There are a long list of the things I want to do and here are some to them:
1. Be the best doctor! Asa! hehehe...
2. Be a good pianist and perform everywhere...ehem!
3. To be able to join the orchestra!
4. To go to France, London, Venice, Spain and Italy!
5. To have a dainty house near the lake.
Those are 1/4 of my long dreams, but before I achieve those, I know I have to study hard...no not hard- harder, uhmm...still not enough, I must study the hardest way I could possibly could. I must pass Physics! Oh mY! Physics! The most hatred subject...I despise every equation I counter everyday of my life, I just want that subject to disappear, If onyl I have the power and magic! I will make Physics vanished into this world! But I must...I must...I really must try my best, tell my brain to study and I really must excel in Physics! So God help me! Oh....!
It's really hard to study, so hard, when there's peer pressure, personal problems bothering you, but studying is a must. I have soaring high dreams that without any effort I will not be succesful to achieve them!
There's only one thing I can say, I will trust to Him! because He is the One who will help me in bumpy and smooth sailing in my life. I will pray to Him, and i Will be faithful.
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