New Soul

I dedicate Yael Naim's song "New Soul" for my new baby sister.

New Soul
Yael Naim

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take.
But since I came here,
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul
In this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end
'Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong?
This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take.
But since I came here,
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

I'm a new soul... (la, la, la, la,...)
In this very strange world...
Every possible mistake
Possible mistake
Every possible mistake
Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...
Take take take take take... take a mistake
Take, take a mistake
Take, take a mistake
(oh oh oh oh...)
[fade out]
(oh oh oh oh...)
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The moment I saw my baby sister, my oh my, a rush of happiness suddenly pours into me. I feel happy and uhm yeah more of a "ate". She's the cutest and the most adorable. She is so healthy. By the way, her was is Kiersten, nickname is "Ken", sorta like a boyish name but I think it's cool. Mom derived her name from Kirsten Dunst, she really want that name for me and I still have no idea how she ended up giving me the name "kimberly".



Well anyway, Ken is such a darling, darling darling. I ended up looking at her most of the time. Touching her beautiful, delicate, baby-soft skin and her oh so charming eyes. She got the eyes from me! She is quite long/tall also and her cheeks are blushing whenever she sneezes or yawn. It's just that I felt that she is my own baby. Like looking at her, and your problems and worries will be instantly blanched.

Whenever I carried her, she really likes it, she stops crying and
I really feel so "ate". She is a darling, darling baby. She doesn't like her crib and she always cries whenever she was left alone there. Maybe, she can sense that she has a belongingness whenever she is being carried and she can feel warmth from everybody. I slept at the hospital so that me and Dad can take rounds. Relatives also visit and how they adore such baby!

I love babies, just as i love cats or kittens. There's just this innocence that's very transparent whenever you look them at their eyes, it just overflows and I like that feeling. Washing away all worries and distressed and whatever anxiety we feel.

Message to my dear, dear baby sister: (so emo!)

My dear baby sister,

As you read this message maybe you are now a full-pledged teenager who also worry about many problems, or maybe a rocketing scientist you invents stuffs,and or maybe a musician like a pianist or a violinist or maybe an opera singer! Anything in this world! I don't know. And I, maybe a doctor or if not a doctor a person who wanders around.
I know, it's not that easy but it's really not that bad also. I have also gone through that and man, I tell you there are times when I feel so hopeless and helpless and worst of all FAITHLESS!!! But my dear, don't let anything or anyone put you down. Don't ever forger that your ever-loving big sister is always here to understand... to listen... and to love. I don't want you to commit mistakes that I have done, that I have really regretted and always regretted.
LIFE is a four-letter word! But it really means something, in fact in means your whole being.
My dear baby sister, I want you to be brave, to consider, to be strong, to be independent and to be faithful! I love you always.

Your dearest big sister,
Kim

The OVERJOYED big sister!